𝐁𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘'𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 | ᴶᴼˢᴴ ᴿᴵᶜᴴᴬᴿᴰˢ

𝟎𝟓𝟏|𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐘 - 𝐎𝐍𝐄

5 september 2019
REALITY

previously: we dance for about an hour until we both got tired and found a place to sit. we were cooling off and talking a bit when we see two people approaching us.

i think we both see what's about to happen because right before they could get to us he asks me , 'you wanna go somewhere,' but by then its too late to even get up.

"hey joshie" nessa says trying to hug him.

"nessa stop" he says looking anywhere beides her.

"what happened" she says with a pout.

"you know what happened, just stop. y/n lets go" he says.

we both stand up, but obviously they stop us.

"hey hey stop, where are you going" nessa says.

"none of your buisness" josh says.

"but i was thinking we could dance... c'mon we're at a party for a reason" she says.

"i didn't come to the party with you, besides i already danced with someone" he says.

"what!?" she says.

"what's so surprising" he says.

"you.. you danced with another girl" she says.

"yeah... is there a problem?" he says.

"you fucking bastard" she says.

"why are you so mad? you cheated, get over it. he's not gonna stay with you after that" i say with a chuckle.

"can you shut up you bitch, none of this wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for you.

"me.. your really blaming this on me!? hunny, you're the problem.. not me" i say.

"just shut up bitch!" she says clearly frustrated.

"stop, can you not call her that" josh says.

"she can call her whatever she wants" olivia says butting into the conversation.

"why.. why are you even here and no i won't let her call y/n that" he says.

"why are you standing up for her" olivia says.

"god i'm embarrassed to be related to you. you are abosulty disgusting" he says to olivia.

"and you.. i'm embarrassed to even have dated you. how about you stop your bullying or i will get other people involved that will not end up in your favor. i'm sick of this shit" he say over it.

"and you i'm sorry that i was even associated with these people. i completely regret it and i hope you can forgive me for it. do you want to go?" he says.

i was sorta shocked when he said that. i didn't expect fro him to stand up for me nonetheless he shouldn't have to, but he did...

"uh yeah lets go.." i say still shocked.

he leads me out of the house and then sits on the edge of the steps and puts his head into his hands. I sit myself next to him. we sit there for a bit. i could tell there was a lot going through his mind and it was all because of me..

"you didn't have to do that" i say in a faint whisper.

"huh" he says bringing him head up.

"you didn't have to do that... you know what you said to them in there" i say repeating myself, this time a bit louder.

"no stop that, they clearly needed to be put in their place and i was sick of it" he says.

"still... i could've done it myself" i say.

"no i didn't want to put that on you. it wouldn't be fair" he says.

"no, i got you dragged into my mess and now it's become bigger than it should be" i say.

"its been my mess y/n, stop apologizing to me! its not your fault if that's what your thinking" he says.

"no i don't mean that just.. i feel guilty for telling you now" i say looking down.

"stop i would've found out any ways, i'm glad you told me! i really am! i would've have met you if this didn't happen. as much as i hate it.. i'm glad kinda cause i got something good out of it.. you" he says.

"oh..." i say.

we sit there for a minute thinking until he confesses to me.

"y/n" he says sternly.

"mhm" i say.

"promise me that whatever i'm about to do won't change anything between us" he says.

"what are you gonna do" i say confused.

"just promise me... i've been thinking about this for a while now" he say.

"i- i promise.." i say.

"you sure?" he asks me.

"i'm sure... what are you doing" i say.

"this" he say and then kisses me.

he kissed me.

and for some reason i didn't pull away...

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