MY Yellow

Chap - 45

(the dance is there on the media, as usual, song is in bold, present in normal and memories in italics)

Olivia's POV

I stood in front of the mirror, the song slowly starting. 

There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home

I closed my eyes slowly swaying to the music.

"You have a gift my child, promise me that you won't neglect it like your mother," my grammy said as she combed my long hair.

"I promise you that I will hold onto it tightly grammy," 10-year old I giggled as I played with my ballerina doll.

'Cause, I built a home

For you

For me

Until it disappeared
From me
From youAnd now, it's time to leave and turn to dustOut in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed it's kneesBy the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down

"Why do you love dancing this much?!?!" Raph mused while watching me sway on my feet to the rhythm.

" I don't know, it's sort of like a lifeline or escape for me, I will feel suffocated if I don't dance to the emotions I feel, its my language!!!" I said laughed grabbing his hands and making him join with me.

I held on as tightly as you held onto me
I held on as tightly as you held onto me

 I felt someone's hands around my waist and the base of my neck, their front pressed against my back, I turned around to see Owen, I gave him a small smile before doing my moving my hands and legs to the song, Owen doing the same.  

And, I built a home
For you
For me

''Livi, I love you, more than how Nutella loves bread,'' Raph said looking at me seriously.

"Oh my Gawd, cringe, and lame? Aren't you the perfect man for me," I laughed kissing him.

Until it disappeared
From me
From youAnd now, it's time to leave and turn to dust

I snapped out of my memories, no I should move on, I want to love Owen now.. and not because of his similarities with Raph, or to use him to move on, but to love him for who he is, I wanna have a happily ever after with him...

But no matter how much I want this, I feel like I'm cheating on Raph... 

As the song ended I looked at Owen to see him already looking at me, I leaned in, he leaned back, " are you sure about this Olivia?" I nodded before holding his back of the head and pushing it towards me, making his lips crash into mine.

As soon as the kiss ended, Owen leaned his forehead on mine, " does this mean that you will give me a chance," I nodded before pulling away from him and grabbing his hands before walking towards my car. I made him sit in the passenger seat before going to the driver's seat.

"Where you taking me to?" I just kept quiet.

I am going to move on, Raph would want me to do the same, my grammy would want me to be happy, I want me to be happy and I've.

.

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I stopped in front of the graveyard before going to Owen's side and opening the door before taking his hands and pulling him with me to Raph's grave.

"Owen, meet Raphael, a total sweetheart and the best man in heaven, also my ex-husband and my Past" Owen smiled at the grave still confused, but he gave a small wave towards it.

"Raph, meet Owen, a total dumbass with a heart full of love and kindness, the best man on earth, my to be, boyfriend, fiance or husband, whatever he chooses to be... and my present and future," 

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Hi guys!!!! I really hope you liked this chap.... sorry for the late updates and short chap!!!!