sunflower |hawks x reader| WATTYS 2022

34: keigo?

⚠️GORE, EMOTIONAL TRAUMA, BODY MUTILATION, TORTURE⚠️
{there will be a short paragraph at the end of the chapter that describes what happens if you need to skip}

Y/N woke up slowly, trying to take in her surroundings as best as she could. She tried to move but quickly learned she was restrained to a leather chair.

Y/N pulled against her restraints but the more she pulled, the tighter her bonds became on her wrists and ankles.

"Fuck," she hissed, barely keeping her eyes open. "This isn't good."

What had happened? Hawks had collapsed after they had  freed Dabi... but his eyes were--

A sudden pain in the side of her head, cutting off her train of thought. Y/N was in a room that looked similar to Dabi's. There was a singular wooden chair next to her a few feet back and a large glass window looking into another room.

"How was your little nap, Miss L/N?" A voice spoke through what sounded like speakers coming from the ceiling. "You might have a small headache, that's our bad."

"Ah, go fuck yourself." She replied sarcastically, opening her eyes more to see the door swing open in the other room.

"You're so fiery and full of life, Miss L/N!" The voice chuckled. "That'll soon change."

Y/N stomach dropped at the sinister sentence spoken with such glee.

Hawks was shoved into the room connected to hers by a window followed by four men in suits. He wasn't fighting or struggling as he sat down in a chair facing toward the window. 

His eyes looked....dead.

"Keigo?"

He didn't respond, but she knew he could see her. 

"What are you going, Keigo?" Y/N asked frantically. "Fight them! Fight these guys and get us out of here! Can you hear me?"

"Oh, he can hear you." The voice spoke gleefully. "Now, Miss L/N, I do hope you enjoy the show."

"The show?" Y/N asked, looking around before turning back to the window to the hero. He was battered.  He had cuts and bruises on his face and body. Every inch of exposed skin had some sort of damage to it. His blonde hair was dirty and plastered into his forehead. 

Two men took out hatchets and the other two held down Hawks' arms to the armrest of the chair he was in.

"Keigo, why aren't you listening to me? What happened with Dabi?" She tried to get through to him, but he just stared at her, his gaze hardened.

She tried to pull against her restraints, but they tightened even worse. She yelled his name but he didn't flinch.

Her heart jumped to her throat as the men with hatchets grabbed Hawks' wings and spread them.

Were they going to...?

No. No, they couldn't.

"Why didn't you stay behind, Y/N?" Hawks faintly asked. "You could've gotten help."

"You may begin, gentlemen." Y/N couldn't see the voice but she could hear the sinister smile in his words.

Y/N screamed in horror as one man raised his hatchet, clearly aimed at the base of Hawks' wings. The hatchet landed with a sickening sound which was followed by a pain-filled yell from Hawks.

It was unlike anything that Y/N had ever heard before.

It sounded like it had bellowed from his stomach and ripped through his throat. It was filled with agony and pain that made Y/N feel nauseous.

Y/N screamed his name and thrashed around in her bonds. The second man raised his hatchet and dealt a blow to Hawks' other wing. There was another scream from Hawks that felt like a knife to the chest to Y/N.

Hawks yelled for help between sobs and screams.

"Keigo, I'm here. I'm here, baby, you're not alone." Y/N cried from her chair, still trying to get out. "I'm so sorry, Keigo, I'm so fucking sorry."

Y/N thrashed around so much that the arm of her chair came off, still strapped to her forearm. There was another sick crunch of Hawks' wings under the hatchet and Y/N almost threw up on the ground, sobbing as she still thrashed in her chair and it fell apart.

Y/N ran to the window and tried using the debris of the chair to break the glass between them. Nothing was working as Hawks' whole body convulsed in complete agony.

Y/N's head felt dizzy as his right-wing fell to the floor... completely chopped off. She started to slam herself into the window continuously and viciously until she felt hands on her, shoving her to the ground.

Hawk's screams filled with anguish fueled a rage in Y/N's chest that she had never felt in her life before. Before she could think, Y/N took the broken armchair and shoved it into the stomach of the nearest guard, then grabbed another guards' head and slamming it repeatedly into the window.

When the man fell to the ground and she could no longer use him to break the glass, she started to throw her body against the window again in an attempt to break the glass. so she could get to Keigo.

Both of his wings had been chopped off and he was in the fetal position on the ground, laying in a pool of his own blood.

One of the men that had been cutting off his wings grabs Hawks by the hair and raised him to his feet. Hawks and Y/N were face to face at the window.

Y/N was sobbing, pressing her palms to the glass helplessly.

"Keigo, my heart, I'm so sorry." Y/N slammed her balled-up fist against the glass. "God, you motherfuckers! I'm going to fucking rip your jaw off your fucking face." Y/N screeched like a madwoman, throwing everyone she could at the window.

All her efforts hadn't made a chip in the glass.

"Y/N," Hawks said in a broken whisper.

"I'm here, baby, I'm here." 

"I wish we never met."

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IN THIS CHAPTER: Y/N is held in a room with a large window across from Hawks where she watches him get his wings cut off by henchmen. Y/N kills two men's trying to get to him, and Hawks tells Y/N he wishes they never met.

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a/n: asdfghjk i know you guys hate me. i can't even try to justify myself bc i don't wanna spoil anything and you know what....i'm not sorry lmao

i'll see you fuckers soon ;)