He & Her

Prologue

"You won't go out 'til you are done here!" My older sister Valeria said
It's just another of many days where my toxic sister decides to ruin my life. But it happened so often I'm kind of numb to it now. I felt nothing but anger towards her, I felt my hands shaking and I started to feel hot. She was about to turn around and walk downstairs. I just looked at her backside - no emotions showing
"Push her" the voice in my head said
"Push her" it said again this time louder
So I did

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When I woke up I felt really dizzy and I was confused. But what confused me more was that everywhere the lights where out
I slowly went out of my bed and made my way towards my bedroom door
I peeked outside my door into our dark hallway and saw light from the dining area
Where's everybody I thought to myself
Carefully I went downstairs.
"Finally you are up" I jumped at the sudden sound of my moms voice - she looked shocked and slightly afraid
"Where's everybody?" I asked while getting something to drink from our fridge
"At the hospital" she said looking down
And with that the glass in my hand fell down and shattered in little pieces - I was beyond shocked
"W-why what what happened?!" I asked totally forgetting about the shattered Glas on the floor
"Don't play dumb with me, Venus. I know you and your sister don't always get along but pushing her down the stairs is beyond-!" My mom said but she didn't even finished her sentence because when she looked at me she started crying
That's when I realised my own mother is scared of me - and the rest of my family probably too

But the thing is ...

I don't remember pushing her