◒Chapter 48◒

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*GUS'S POV*

"I gotta go right now that's all
Nothing to it don't expect no call
Y'all been plotting on me, praying I fall
I been working, I been giving my all
I gotta go right now that's all
Nothing to it don't expect no call
Y'all been plotting on me, praying I fall
I been working, I been giving my all

She was the one with the broken smile
Now that's done, she was the one
She was the one that was worth my time
Now that she gone, I know that I'm wrong
She was the one with the broken smile
Now that's done, she was the one
She was the one that was worth my time
Now that she gone, I know that I'm wrong
One more chance to give and that's all I have
All I have left in my heart
I've been through enough to know
When you're sad and we're far apart
Give me some time and I will make you mine again, yeah
Give me a line so I can write you a line again, yeah
Give me some time and I will make you mine again, yeah
Give me a line so I can write you a line again, yeah
She was the one with the broken smile
Now that's done, she was the one
She was the one that was worth my time
Now that she gone, I know that I'm wrong
She was the one with the broken smile
Now that's done, she was the one
She was the one that was worth my time
Now that she gone, I know that I'm wrong
One more chance to give and that's all I have
All I have
She was the one with the broken smile
She was the one that was worth my time"

I really have to stop writing songs about her. I think it's making Rawska mad how i talk about how broken she was with me all the time. I don't think i can keep doing this any longer. I've been wanting to die for way too long and this is making it worse. She keeps haunting my thoughts every day. It's a miracle to smile, but i'm glad i can do it somehow.

I loved her so much and now she's gone. I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe i'm still in denial. Maybe i still want her to see me up on stage one day. Maybe i'll perform for her after death.

I don't know why i even agreed to go to this stupid tour it's killing me inside out. I might od tonight, or to tomorrow. I don't know but i can't keep going on like this. Music isn't anything if she's not with me, yet at the same time that's the only way she's alive for me now. Through my music.

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