I wake up and im still in Gus' arms. I look around slightly getting to know where i was and what i did. I knew i was in Gus' room but i don't remember what happened last night. Then Gus woke up.
"Good morning beautiful"
"Hey what happened last night?"
"Oh you know nothing much, i think we had sex tho you were kissing me a lot"
"Are you serious i lost my virginity to you!?" I almost yelled at him.
"Ouch it was a joke."
At this point i was standing and he was still laying on the bed.
"Here"
He handed me a wax pen.
"How do i do it?"
"Just put the tip in your mouth and inhale, then hold it and I'll tell you when to let go"
I did as instructed and blew out the smoke when he told me to let go. I started coughing really badly and he handed me the gallon of Arizona. I chugged a bunch before stopping then feeling my throat start to get ichy again so I coughed and drank some more Arizona.
"You got cotton mouth"
I didnt say anything i just looked around the room and it was a complete mess. I looked over at Gus and he had hit the wax pen aswell.
"Can you go get me a couple of things?" I slurred out the question as the weed started to hit.
"Yeah what do you need."
"My tooth brush, hair gel, my hair brush, and shorts and a sweatshirt." I mumbled while laying down looking at the ceiling.
There was silence after i spoke and then i looked over at Gus and he was staring at me.
"You're even beautiful when you're fucked up"
"You're gorgeous all the time" I complimented back.
Gus laughed a little before leaving the room to go get what i asked for. I looked for my phone and found it under the chips. It was already 3 in the afternoon. We slept a lot. My thoughts were interrupted when Gus entered the room and locking the door behind him.
"Thank you, is it okay if i take a shower?"
"No problem and yeah go ahead."
I went to the bathroom and set my stuff on the toilet seat. I then noticed that he didnt bring me a hoodie. Just as i was going to go ask him about it he knocked on the door.
"Here wear mine"
"Doesnt that usually mean something?"
"For regular teenagers yeah. It could mean whatever you want it to mean. To me it just means that we have something. We do have something dont we?"
"I guess you could say we do. I mean getting high and sleeping on the same bed together means something doesn't it?"
"Only if you wnat it to."
His words made me think in the shower a lot. I tried to take a short shower but i was in there for at least 30 minutes before I decided it was time to get out. I got ready and left the bathroom. When i walked out Gus was sitting on his bed on his phone. I walked over to him and took the phone out of his hands and climbed on the bed sitting in front of him. We sat there for a good minute before he took my face in his hands and held my face up to his face. We face cuddled for a minute or so before i did something unexpected. I cupped his face and gavie him a small and soft kiss on his full lips. Gus was as surprised as i was and just before i was about to open my mouth to talk he kissed me again. He got on top of me and deepend the kiss a bit before letting go to catch his breath.
"No"
That word. That word hit me like a boulder. I turned around facing the other side of the room with my back to him. I passed out afterwards and woke up completely sober. I looked around and Gus wasnt on the bed. I then got up and almost tripped because he was sitting on the floor.
"Im sorry are you okay?" I asked looking at the man i just woke up.
"Yeah im fine are you okay?"
"Yeah im sober but i wanted to spend tonight here too just in case."
"That's fine. Im sorry about earlier."
"Gus, if you want something just tell me dont do stuff and then instantly regret it."
"I want something with you. Something secret and special. Something only we know about"
"Okay"
I walked over to the mirror and I surprisingly didnt look like a wreck. I washed my face and dried it before walking back into the room. I realized i was still wearing Gus' hoodie and i smelled it. It smelled like weed and cologne. It also had onther sent added to it i could only describe as his sent. I loved it.
"Can i keep this?"
"Yeah"
Gus got on the bed and i did too. He opened his arms and i rested my head on his shoulder as he wrapped his right arm around me and grabbing his phone with his left. I looked at the time on his phone and it read 7:30 pm. We watched movies for the rest of the day and got to know each other a little better. The night cam around and he passed out so i tried to get some sleep aswell.
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Brother's Best Friend by Roxie7714
Fanfiction"she was the one with the broken smile" This story is about a girl named Astrid that falls in love with her brother's best friend Gus a.k.a Lil Peep. Read to find out about their adventures, relationship, and story💖 i mean no disrespect to anyone i...
