I woke up to the sound of low music. I sat up and saw that Gus was on his phone listening to something. When he noticed that i was awake he quickly turned off his phone.
"What was that?" I asked.
"It's a half surprise cause you kind of already know some of it but i'll show it to you soon."
"Oh okay"
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah i'm fine. You?"
"Yeah i'm okay."
"Okay good"
He pulled me into a hug and we cuddled for a bit. I gave him a kiss and went to stand up but he pulled me back in.
"Not yet i missed this." He said.
"Me too."
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"Don't leave me."
"I'll try"
He lightly cupped my cheek and kissed me softly. I looked at him and he looked at me then i gave him a soft broken smile. I got on top of him and pulled him into another kiss. It wasn't rough but it was meaningful. I could feel it. He wrapped his arms around my body and I slightly adjusted myself making him groan into the kiss. I instantly pulled away.
"Im sorry i didn't mean to do that."
"It's okay why are you getting so shy all of a sudden."
"I don't know." I looked down and he put his finger under my chin and tilted my head upward.
"I thought we were past this."
"We are i don't know what's wrong with me"
I looked at him with sad eyes and he somehow knew exactly what to do. He pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back.
"It's okay we're together now."
"I know i'm sorry"
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"Shh it's okay do you want me to get your mind off of things and make you feel better?"
"Gus are you seriously asking to fuck me right now?"
"No i'm trying to make love to you. Just lay down i'll do all the work."
"Okay"
I lied down and he got on top of me. He started kissing me then moved down my jawline to my neck and sucked lightly on my sweet spot. He kept doing his thing and then he started undressing me. When i was in just my bra and underwear i tried covering up my body with my arms.
"Baby what's wrong?"
"I-"
"You can tell me"
"I don't know why i feel this way all of a sudden but i think i'm getting insecurities and i don't like that at all."
"Hey it's okay but like i said you don't even have to hide from me, you are beautiful"
"I don't feel beautiful"
"If you don't want to do this it's okay"
"Just keep going"
He went to take off my bra and my underwear. He started kissing me all over my body. He was kissing my neck when i felt him at my entrance. He slowly slid in and when he was all the way in he stopped waiting for me to get comfortable.
"Go ahead"
He started moving slowly and it felt amazing. In that moment the only thing i could think of was him. How much i loved and hated him at the same time. How much he loved and hated me too. How we were perfect for each other and we didn't even know it. He sped up a little to pleasure me better and i started moaning louder. After a while i came and so did he. He pulled out slowly and kissed me before falling on the bed next to me and pulling me into a hug.
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"You're to perfect."
"I can't possibly be perfect"
"You are Astrid."
"I'm not perfect no one is."
"You're everything to me."
"You're everything to me too."
"If i hurt you i'll end it all"
"Sing me a song."
"She said I'm a crybaby, I can't be up lately
Girl, you drive me crazy, AMG Mercedes
Speedin' down the highway, lookin' at the street lights
Geekin' on a Friday, I can never sleep right
Knowin' I hurt you, I don't deserve you
I shoulda curved you, I know I'm the worst, boo
But, I could be cool too, and you got them dance moves
And I got this vibe, I swear it's perfect to ride to
I wanna die too, we all wanna die too
I got this vibe, I swear she love gettin' high too
I love gettin' high too, I wanna hide you
How did I find you? I'll be inside, I'm makin' music to cry to
Oh, it's a lonely world, I know
Gon' get a lonely girl, that's fo' sho'
Oh, I'm a lonely boy, she made a lonely boy, yeah, I know
Oh, it's a lonely world, I know
Gon' get a lonely girl, that's fo' sho'
Oh, I'm a lonely boy, she made a lonely boy, yeah, I know
She said I'm a crybaby, I can't be up lately
Girl, you drive me crazy, AMG Mercedes
Speedin' down the highway, lookin' at the street lights
Geekin' on a Friday, I can never sleep right
Knowin' I hurt you, I don't deserve you
I shoulda curved you, I know I'm the worst, boo
But, I could be cool too, and you got them dance moves
And I got this vibe, I swear it's perfect to ride to
I wanna die too, we all wanna die too
I got this vibe, I swear she love gettin' high too
I love gettin' high too, I wanna hide you
How did I find you? I'll be inside, I'm makin' music to cry to
Oh, it's a lonely world, I know
Gon' get a lonely girl, that's fo' sho'
Oh, I'm a lonely boy, she made a lonely boy, yeah, I know
Oh, it's a lonely world, I know
Gon' get a lonely girl, that's fo' sho'
Oh, I'm a lonely boy, she made a lonely boy, yeah, I know"
After he finished singing i was half asleep. I noticed he stopped and I got up to go to the bathroom. I got ready for the day and so did Gus.
"Hey im going with wicca to the studio today okay?" I said to Gus.
"Yeah sure"
"Okay cool i'll see you later love you!"
"Love you too aye come give me a kiss."
"Okayyy."
I gave Gus a kiss and left the room to look for Wicca.
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Brother's Best Friend by Roxie7714
Fanfiction"she was the one with the broken smile" This story is about a girl named Astrid that falls in love with her brother's best friend Gus a.k.a Lil Peep. Read to find out about their adventures, relationship, and story💖 i mean no disrespect to anyone i...
