I woke up to the sound of Gus' song star shopping. He was quietly singing and it sounded heavenly. I stopped the music and he looked at me funny.
"Sing for me"
Gus smiled slightly before he started singing.
"Wait right here ill be back in the morning i know that im not that important to you but to me you're so much more than gorgeous"
He looked at me.
"So much more than perfect"
When he said that he held my chin with his right hand and slightly tilted my head up to look at him right in the eyes.
"Right now i know that im not really worth it if you give me time i can work on it
give me some time while i work on it
losin' your patience and girl i dont blame you
the earth's in rotation, you're waiting for me
look at my face when i fuck on your waist cause we only have one conversation a week
that's why your friends always hating on me
fuck em tho i did this all by myself
matter fact i aint never ask no one for help and thats why i dont pick up my phone when it rings
none of my exes is over lil peep
nobody flexin' as much as i be
that's why she text me and tell me she love me
she know that some day ill be over the sea
making my money and smoking my weed
i think its funny she open up to me get comfortable with me once i got her comin' i love her she love me
i know that im nothing like some of the family want me to be
if i find a way would you walk in with me?
look at my face when you're talking to me cuz we only have one conversation a week
can i get one conversation at least?
shout out to everyone making my beats
you helping me preach this music's the only thing keeping the peace while im falling to pieces"
The whole time he sang i kept my eyes closed then i joined him on the last part and we both sang.
"Look at the sky tonight all of the stars have a reason
a reason to shine, a reason like mine and im falling to pieces
look at the sky tonight all of the stars have a reason"
He smiled at me and i smiled back. I gave him a quick peck on the cheek and stared back out the window.
"Sing another one"
"What do you want me to sing ma?"
"About u"
"Ain't nobody ever told you how I love you
Nobody ever told you how I feel about you
Okay, I admit, I wanna fuck you
But it doesn't change the way I feel about you
I been by myself for a long time
I just wish that I could know if I was on your mind
Running out of time
I just wish that I could know if you were by my side
On the day I die, would you even cry?
If I end my life, would you hold me tight then?
Ain't nobody ever told you how I love you
Nobody ever told you how I feel about you
Okay, I admit, I wanna fuck you
But it doesn't change the way I feel about you
I been by myself for a long time
I just wish that I could know if I was on your mind
Running out of time
I just wish that I could know if you were by my side
On the day I die, would you even cry?
If I end my life, would you hold me tight then?"
"I would definitely cry"
"I would cry for you too"
It had been at least 5 hours which meant we had 9 more hours to go. It was somewhere around 7 o'clock. We decided to stop for the night somewhere in Utah around 10 pm. 3 more hours of driving for us. We took two quick stops at random gasoline stops during the 7 hours we were in the car. We finally made it to a small town in Utah around 10:15. There was a Hilton hotel and we decided to stay there since it was the nicest one in the whole town. He parked the car and we made our way inside. We asked for one night. Once we got our room key Gus went back to the car to get our bags and i went to go find the room. It was on the too floor giving us a nice view of the whole town. I opened the door and there was one bed, a dresser, a flat screen tv, a bathroom and a small closet. I set my phone on the nightstand and kicked off my shoes. Just as i was doing so Gus walked into the room with our bags and set them on the side of the bed. He smiled at me and i smiled at him too.
"Are you tired?"
"Not at all how about you Gus?"
"Just a little, im gonna take a shower"
"Oh okay"
He mumbled something too low for me to hear.
"Huh?"
"Oh nothing never mind."
I thought about what he said and replayed it in my mind trying to make up the words and when i finally figured it out he was already in the shower. I took off my sweater and shorts. I then walked in the bathroom and unclipped my bra and took off my underwear.
"You heard me"
"Yeah"
I moved the curtain and stepped in the shower with Gus. Gus turned around and his eyes widened. I looked down and then my eyes widened.
"You're so sexy Astrid"
"You're so big" I giggled before stepping closer to him.
I started tracing the "daddy" tattoo on his chest and smiled at it.
"You know i like it when bitches call me daddy but ima love it when i hear you scream it in my ear" Gus leaned down and whispered into my ear.
All i did was gasp.
a/n: sooooooooooooooo sorry for the cliffhanger im really tired i hope you guys liked this chapter.
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Brother's Best Friend by Roxie7714
Fanfiction"she was the one with the broken smile" This story is about a girl named Astrid that falls in love with her brother's best friend Gus a.k.a Lil Peep. Read to find out about their adventures, relationship, and story💖 i mean no disrespect to anyone i...
