"I'm sorry"
"It's fine"
"No I'm sorry"
Ryan and Jackson are the only ones who kept their promises to me. They keep apologizing for the other boys. They even told me their background stories which were fuckin sad I didn't tell them mines though I didn't need them running. The only thing they new was I killed...killed a lot
I put my walls back up around all the boys including Ryan and Jackson.I put my walls back up because not only my dad was here,but I was starting to hurt. I actually got to close with them just fucking stupid.
My dad has been here for 2 days and repeatedly asks me if I want to leave with him. I didn't give him a full response but...I mean besides Ryan and Jackson there's really no reason for me to be here.
I know going with him means starting to kill again, but sometimes you do what you gotta do. He just has to say one sentence that started this all and he knows it. I'll become his killing machine again after he says the sentence
"Now pull the trigger"
The words that made me a killer in the first place...he can say them but he's not. He wants me to break, but will I?
"Stop apologizing guys seriously it's not your fault it's not even theres"
"I haven't even told them if I actually killed my parents..." jackson said
And he told me?
"I should probably tell you both that mrtgruhfenekro"
"What" ~ jackson
"I..umm... mmmmwhehuheh"
"Sorry say it again?" < Ryan
"Imummleavingwithmydad"
They stayed silent for a good 3 minutes...one minute I'm sitting there waiting for them to say something and the next jackson is pulling my ear and Ryan is yanking my hair. Momma instincts much
"I think we heard wrong" ryan said
I shouldn't have even said anything I should have just left...but that's wrong. Maybe if I leave with my dad though I'll end up getting killed and I can be with my m-
No...
I can't even think right I'm so fucking pissed my mom dies, I get sent to this pissy institution, the people here own than break my trut, my dad pops up, they earn and break my trust again, my dad wants me to leave with him
It's all just too much....I need something I just don't know what
"Kaiden...don't leave okay"
I turned towards Ryan and he's crying-- does he care that much?
"You don't need to go back to that life...talk to your dad"
"lo siento repitete!" (sorry repeat yourself)
Talk to who...about fucking what becoming a killer again
"About staying...:
Time skip////
So here I am...30 minutes later after yelling back and forth with Ryan and jackson which I lost standing infront of my dad..
"habla chico" (speak boy)
"Umm... para que sepas como me sigues p-preguntando qué quiero hacer?" (so you know how you keep asking me what I want to do)
"si, has decidido?" (you have decided?)
"Si papito"
"And?"
"No..."
"Repítete" (repeat)
"Decidí quedarme" (I decided to stay)
"Mhm, veo" (I see)
"So-"
"Pull the tr-"
"NO NO NO FUCK YOU!"
I ran out of the guest room...I shouldn't expect anything less from him though. He didn't even finish and I'm so damn triggered. I can't stop shaking I need to punch someone something jeez what the fuck is wrong with my father....
Authors note: yeah tf is wrong with his father
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RomanceKaiden black was sent to a institution after his mother passed. His plan was to be a dick and get close to no one. Not only because no one would stay if they figured out the trauma from his past but he didn't like people. Does he succeed? Does he fa...
