Control

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Lani, I agree with Daniel. Just release f-150 then make these other songs on the album. I read one of your songs that I know you didn't write about Charli and I. Dixie said
Oh, I know what song your talking about Charli said please sing that song I love it she added giving me her pleading eyes Knowing that I couldn't say no.
Fine only for you but please dani stay in this room bc it's about him I said holding his hand
Dixie, you know what beat on the flash drive I asked
Yes she said pushing everyone out of the room
(Play song)
This is about you I said looking at Dani
Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fightin' my anxiety constantly, I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it 'cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
Tryin' to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
'Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I need you to know, I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown, you took all my doubts, 'cause you were home
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control, oh-oh-oh-oh
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
After I finished singing the song. I felt tears falling down my cheeks. I felt Dani squeeze my hand. I looked over to see him tearing up a little bit. He pulled me into a tight hug and I broke down crying into his arms.
I love you, baby sis. I didn't know anything you've been going through. But I'm here for you. You mean the world to me he said crying into my shoulder
Dani, it's bc of my old modeling agency. If it wasn't for you and thinking how much it would hurt you, I couldn't. I couldn't bear to hurt you. This was the first-ever song I wrote and you inspired it. I said wiping his tears while he wiped mine.
Man you're an amazing sister he said hugging me again but you gotta tell me everything that has happened to you he added
I will but for now Let's go have a day with everyone spend time at the beach I said getting up and pulling him with me. We both walked out of the room we were in and to the others.
Lani that song even tho I read it now hearing it. It's absolutely amazing. Charli said hugging me
Thanks Bebe I said hugging her back
You were amazing Aolani Jonah said
Thank you I said hugging Jonah
Jonahs right Aolani you are amazing. Your songs are so amazing and powerful Jack said
Thank you but it's all just inspiration. Dani was the inspiration for my song that I named control. Dixie and Charli are for my true friend and josh was my inspiration for f-150 and obsessed. It's really nothing. I just put my feelings into writing then make a song from them. I said shrugging my shoulders now let's get ready we're having a friends day together at the beach. I added
Everyone went and got ready then we went to the beach. We took pictures and TikToks. Today I got very close to everyone but Zach which I wish was different bc I do like him. But I don't wanna intrude on him and this girl named Kay

 But I don't wanna intrude on him and this girl named Kay

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