Good 4 U

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I seen mads hunter and Brandon look at me before walking out. I crossed my arms in front of me and looked over to Zach. I couldn't believe I was about to talk to him this late at night. I knew tho I wasn't gonna get any sleep. I'll just text Dani later on and tell him I was up all night and to watch Kiana so I can get a few hours of sleep.
Lani I wish it didn't have to be this way he said starting off
I just scoffed really Zach that's what your gonna start with. You did what you did. I said turning around and going over to my journal to pull out the next song I was gonna sing
I know Lani. I really do love you but it's better this way. She's gonna have my child. I need to be in my child's life. He said
And do you wanna know something Zach. My own daughter asks me when are you going to come spend time with her. My own daughter mentions you all the time now. No matter how much I tell her that he's not gonna be coming anytime soon. She still asks. I'm done so please just go I said starting to tear up but I wouldn't look at him.
Lani I'm sorry he said
I just scoffed again but didn't answer him. I could hear him walking closer to me but I didn't move.
Lani I really do love you more than anything and I really do love Kiana but it's better this way. Please understand he said
I do understand Zach. Go to whoever you want. I don't care anymore. Please just leave me alone I said now looking at him. I had tears starting to fall but I just wiped them away. He looked hesitant before just walking away and not looking back. I heard footsteps coming and looked up to see Jaden and that's when I just broke down crying. He ran over and wrapped his arms around me before getting on his phone And calling someone.
Lani look at me. It's going to be okay. I'm here you have mads hunter and Brandon here. He said rubbing my back. I felt more arms wrapping around me and soon was in a group hug with hunter brandon and mads. I couldn't believe what he said to me. I couldn't believe how much worse it's hurting. He keeps hurting me. I slowly started to calm down but looked up at my friends in the room.
Thank you I said
Lani we love you. We will Always be here for you mads said
I appreciate what you guys are doing I said
Anything for you. I called Bryce josh and Tayler they will be here soon. Now get up and be strong. Remember what doesn't kill you makes your stronger Jaden said
I smiled alittle then giggled because it reminded me of the song I wrote on my first album. The one that I wrote with those words he always told me.
You remembered your song didn't you he said scrunching his nose alittle. I shock my head yes.
I cant believe you wrote a song that was inspired by the words I've always told you. I'm so proud of you now get your ass up he said
I laughed alittle then got up. I looked around and noticed the other boys have joined us.
Hey I said and waved alittle
Hey Lani they all said back
Mads play the beat good 4 u. This is definitely dedicated to the boy who's an asshole I said walking into the booth (play song )
I set up my lyrics and started to sing my song.

Well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily
You found a new girl, and it only took a couple weeks
Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world? (Ah-ah-ah-ah)
And good for you, I guess that you've been working on yourself
I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped
Now you can be a better man for your brand-new girl
Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy
Not me, if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby
God, I wish that I could do that
I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Well, good for you, I guess you're getting everything you want (ah)
You bought a new car and your career's really taking off (ah)
It's like we never even happened
Baby, what the fuck is up with that? (Ha)
And good for you, it's like you never even met me
Remember when you swore to God I was the only
Person who ever got you?
Well, screw that and screw you
You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do
Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy
Not me, if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby
God, I wish that I could do that
I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Maybe I'm too emotional
But your apathy is like a wound in salt
Maybe I'm too emotional
Or maybe you never cared at all
Maybe I'm too emotional
Your apathy is like a wound in salt
Maybe I'm too emotional
Or maybe you never cared at all
Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy
Not me, if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby
Like a damn sociopath!
I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily
After I finished singing I felt so many emotions from this song. I looked up to see all of my friends who are up in the room smiling. I was actually happy to see they like this

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