Daniel Seaveys Sister

Kianas part 3

I looked over at Jaden and then back at Kiana
That's up to Jaden babe I said looking into Kiana's eyes
Lani get in there I might have a song from us to sing. He said
Kiana started to smiling and jumped out of jadens arms. She sat by the window and I watched Jaden walk into the room with his journal.
Just follow my lead he said setting down the song (play song) I'll look at you on your turn he said

[Ad-lib: Jaden]
Turn my vocals up, alright

[Verse 1: Jaden]
I wrote this song as a message for help
On behalf of anybody finding their-self
I wrote this letter to numb your pain
'Cause everyday I wake up I'm feeling the same
I got issues just like you got issues
I been hurt, I seen the scar tissue
If I show you would you run away
Do I gotta hide 'em for you to wanna stay
Do I, even need you, should I leave you
Do I, gotta be you, just to please you
Do I, say I'm all good when I bleed you
Through my, heart, quit tearing mine apart

[Chorus: you]
I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best

[Post-Chorus: Jaden]
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up cause life is about, aight check this out

[Verse 2: Jaden]
Life is about making mistakes
It's also about trying to be great
Do not let failure scare you away
I know you fed up, you fall, get up
It's all in us, I can speak about 'cause I did it (true)
Ladies and gentlemen here's the exhibit
It's my life look a little closer you could see the highlight
Gold ain't always golden but I told 'em
Look at all the years I've been waiting for a moment
Shed a lot of tears just to smile in the morning
Tell me could you love me, tell me could you love me
Tell me could you love me if I told you why

[Chorus: you]
I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best

[Bridge: Jaden]
This song's for anybody, yeah
Who feels like I did
Never the cool kid
This song's for anybody
Who fought their way through
Always remain true
This song's for anybody
The one's who trying to get it
The one's who dream it and live it
This song's for anybody
This song, this song, this song, this song, this song, this song

[Chorus: you]
I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best

[Post-Chorus: Jaden]
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh
Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up cause life is about

After singing the song with Jaden I looked at Kiana. She had the biggest smile on her face. I was happy to see her smile.
Thanks, Lani for helping me. Nessa was supposed to but you know Jaden said. I looked over and see him looking down. I walked over to him and pushed him to look me in the eyes.
I am always gonna be here for you. Through thick and thin. If you ever need me on a song just call me I'd do it in a heartbeat I said pulling him into a hug. Which he gladly hugged me back. I pulled away and we walked out of the booth. Kiana ran over and jumped into my arms hugging me.
Happy birthday baby I said hugging her back
Thank you mommy and thank you for singing with Jaden for me she said
Your welcome baby why don't you go hug Jaden and thank him I whispered to her. She pulled away and jumped out of my arms and ran over to Jaden. I smiled seeing how much of an uncle/niece relationship they have. It was cute.
Lani you and Jaden are perfect singing together kouvr said
Thanks kouv I said I'll be back I added and walk out of the room. I needed the space. I walked up the stairs towards my room. I couldn't believe how my life turned out. I love my kids but being a single parents at 22 is pretty hard. Everyone says I'm strong but I'm only pushing for my kids. I heard the door open and looked up to see Zach. He walked over and sat next to me. I laid my head on his shoulder while he wrapped his arms around me.
What's up he asked
Nothing just thinking I said.
I'm always here for you. I'm not leaving Lani. You are my life, the mother of my child and the love of my life he said
I know Zach and I love you too but I'm scared I said lifting my head of his shoulder
Don't be scared. I promise I'm not leaving he said. Little did I know that was a lie in the moment
After a couple minutes of silence I decided to tell him that is was time for Kianas party