Forever In Love (Book 2 Of AFIL, Love Back Series 1)

Chapter 34

Chapter 34

Nagising ako kinaumagahan, ramdam ko na agad ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Sobrang sakit ng katawan ko lalo na ang ibabang parte ko.

I glanced at the person beside me where I saw Drake, who is still sleeping. I looked at myself, only covered by a blanket over my naked body.

Nilingon ko ang ibaba ng kama, naroroon ang mga damit kong ipinagpaltukan ni Drake kagabi.

I got up and pulled the comforter to wrap it around my body. I noticed that Drake moved slightly, so I moved carefully. I also noticed that he was wearing boxers, while I had no clothes on.

I took a deep breath and slowly got off the bed. I picked up my clothes and went into the bathroom. I got dressed there and glanced at the large mirror, realizing what Drake and I had done last night.

Sa pangalawang pagkakataon ay ibinigay ko sa kanya ang katawan ko. Wala namang akong rason para magalit dahil alam kong pumayag din ako kagabi.

Pero the hell Chanel! Ang mga pinagsasabi mo kagabi at ang mga ungol na ginawa mo! My god! I didn't control myself last night for the pleasure he was giving. At hindi ko din lubos maisip na sa ganoong pagkakataon ko naibigay ang sarili ko.

Bakit ako pumayag? What the hell he didn't even use a condom! Oh my god! Oh my god! Hindi pwede!

I quickly left the bathroom once I was dressed. I immediately went to our suitcase to look for pills.

I'm sure I brought some, I never go without them in my things. Sana lang talaga ay dala ko ngayon! Dahil hindi maaari.

Yes! I want a baby, gusto ko ng magkapamilya, pero sobrang gulo pa ng lahat. Hindi pa ‘to ang oras na magkalaman ang tyan ko. Ayokong masaksihan ng magiging anak ko ang napaka gulong mundo.

Kailangan ko munang linisin lahat ng mga problema na dumadaloy sa buhay ko ngayon. Kaya hindi pa ako ready, gusto ko kapag nag kaanak ako ay maayos ang mundong kalalabasan niya. Hindi pa ang ganitong mundo ko.

I kept rummaging through our suitcase, my panic growing as I couldn't find anything. I couldn't have left it behind! I need it right now!

"What are you doing?"

Drake's deep voice broke the silence in the room. I froze at his words, feeling the nervous tightening in my chest.

Gusto na niyang magkaanak, alam ko. He wants a baby, noong nasa pamamahay nya kami, hindi nawawala sa bibig niya na malapit na niyang bigyan ng apo ang Mommy niya. At kagabi, sinabi niya sa akin na sisiguraduhin niyang magkakaroon ng laman ang tyan ko, at kapag nalaman niya na naghahanap ako ng pills sigurado akong magagalit siya.

Napalunok ako bago siya nilingon, ngumiti ako sa kanya.

“Uhm… maliligo na kasi ako, naghahanap ako ng maisusuot.” I made an excuse and turned my attention back to the messy suitcase.

"Your clothes are right on top, what else are you looking for?" he asked suspiciously.

Fuck! I want to tell him that I'm finding my pills, pero ayoko siyang magalit.

“Hinahanap ko kasi iyong dress kong puti, na pang beach. Hindi ko ata nadala.” Pagsisinungaling ko.

Isinaayos ko na ang laman ng maleta.

“Ito ah.”

Nagulat ako ng mamataan ko na siya sa tabi ko at hawak na iyong dress na sinasabi ko. I could immediately feel my heart start to race, especially when I saw his brow furrow.

"Are you looking for your pills?" he asked directly.

I blinked for a moment and avoided his gaze.

"Answer me," he said, irritation evident in his voice.