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Chapter 21 | Why?

You stormed up to the cockpit and sat down.  R2-D2 beeped wordily.  "It's fine R2."  you reassured.  You were NOT fine though, Ahsoka hade made sure of that.  "Why?  Why Ahsoka?"  you asked.  Your rage was beginning to turn into sadness.  You heard the sound of sniffles behind you, alerting you that Ahsoka was close.  "(y/n), I's sorry, I didn't want to hurt you, please stay with me."  she begged.  "You should have thought of that earlier." you responded, sending Ahsoka into another wave of tears.

Her tears were obviously fake, but were quite an impressive feat of acting.  She sat down on the chair furthest from you and covered her face.  R2-D2, sensing something wasn't right, nudged your leg and beeped.  "Not now R2."  you said, crossing your arms and looking out into space.  R2 beeped and turned the hyperdrive on.  The only sounds on the rest of the trip back were the occasional sniffle from Ahsoka. 

Ahsoka POV

I smashed the panel to open my door and collapsed on to the floor and was engulfed in tears.  I loved (y/n) more than anybody in the galaxy but now, it was over.  I sulked in my room for a few hours until Anakin came into my room.  "Hey Snips ready for train-."  he stopped, noticing my tear-stained cheeks and red eyes.  "Where is (y/n)?  I think he might help."  hearing his name made me go back to crying uncontrollably.  It didn't take Anakin long to piece together what had happened.

"Don't worry Ahsoka, I will deal with him."  he snarled.  "No Anakin, Don't!"  I yelled, but it was too late.  He marched out of my room and closed the door leaving me alone.

(y/n) POV

You sat on your bed, staring up at the celling.  "I thought she loved me, but I guess I was wrong."  you thought glumly.  "Why didn't she tell me?  Am I really that unimportant to her?"  you sat up and went you your holocomuter.  You typed in the password and opened it and went straight to your pictures.  You tapped on a folder that read "Ahsoka" and opened it.  You looked at a hologram that you had taken recently for fun.  Her face was nothing but a smile as she hugged you tightly.  She looked so happy to be in your arms, so how could she just abandon you with no warning?  You sighed.

"Did she even like me as a friend?"  you wondered, closing the device and collapsing back onto your bed.  You heard the door whoosh open and anger fill the room.  "What did you do to her?!"  Anakin shouted.  "I didn't-."  you protested.  "Stop lying!"  he warned, slamming you against a wall.  "Ah fine!  Ahsoka likes somebody else so I broke up with her!"  you explained.  "Who?"  Anakin asked, putting a hand around your throat.  "Lux Bonteri!"  you choked out.  "Bonteri?"  Anakin said, surprised.  "Mina's son."  He whispered, loosening his grip on your neck.  "What did she do that convinced you that she liked Lux?"  he asked.  "Ahsoka put her hand on the glass and Lux did the same and then Ahsoka whispered: "I love you" to him.  I swear that's the truth."  you explained.

"I think we should talk with Ahsoka."  Anakin suggested, letting you go completely.  "No, its not like she would want to see me."  you scoffed and crossed your arms.  "Then I will talk with Ahsoka myself."  he said, standing up.  "You are free to talk with me or Padme anytime."  he said.  "Thanks Anakin."  you shot him a small smile. He gave you one back and left for Ahsoka's room.

Ahsoka POV

I was curled up into a ball on the floor, eyes still wet and sniffling.  I heard the door open.  "(y/n)?"  I thought hopefully, looking up.  I was disappointed when I saw that it was just Anakin.  "Ahsoka, we need to talk."  he said, sitting down next to me.  "About (y/n)?"  I sniffled.  "Yes."  he answered.  "Ahsoka, imagine seeing (y/n) with Barriss ."  he said.  "He's with Barriss?!"  I screamed.  "No, no, he's not, I'm just saying this hypothetically."  he promised.  "Imagine if you walked in on them holding hands, how would you fee?"  he asked.