5sos interracial preferences & Imagines

Rant

*Bad Language*

Hey guys. Sorry but I have to get this out. I AM SO FUCKING TIERED OF THIS SHITTTTT!!! What shit?? This shit: I am tired of always, constantly, every fucking day, seeing, and hearing ignorant ass shit towards black girls. Like really? OH MY GODDDD. Every day I feel like crying (If I don't already cry) when I hear black men talk ignorant non sense about dark skin women.Like I'm literally crying right now. I FUCKING HATE IT!!

It's always:

'Dark skinned girls are ugly as fuck." "I would date a light skinned girl over a dark one any day."  "Dark skin girls are all bitches." "I don't date dark skin girls.' "You're pretty for a dark skin girl." "Dark skinned girls thoties and hoes." "They aint educated." "They look like men."

That's just a freaking few. Like I don't think people know how heart breaking it is to hear this. How hard it is to hear it from society, the media, your school mates, your classmates, your friends, YOU'RE FREAKING FAMILY?? Like it brings so much self hate among us to the point where we feel we have to bleach are skin just to get light. My god damned sister bleached her fucking skin. Why? Fucking colorism. And it's like dudes don't get it. I have a classmate who said he wanted to use genetic engineering to make his child light skinned....for fucking what?/ What is so good about it? Is  it a trophy hm? Is it? Did u fucking win a game? 

I'm tired of only seeing pretty light skinned girls representing black women in movies, TV shows, the cat walk, etc. Like that always makes me feel as if I'm not good enough to follow what I want to become. "Nah you darker than her..."

I have no problem with light skinned people. At all. I just HATE people who bring down dark skinned people because they are not light skinned. This is all due to slavery and shit. Like I'm sorry, but my opinion is that light skinned females do not go through it as much as dark skinned girls. 

I went into depression. I mean DEPRESSION due to self hate. I HATED MYSELF because I felt inadequate because I'm dark. I almost bleached my skin. I still sometimes contemplate it but I have to tell myself no. I know better. My family is like 70% red bone. And me and the other 30% are considered dark. I heard family members tell my mum that all she needs is 'color'. 

Growing up in a mainly black and mixed country, trust me, colorism is so prevalent. 

What really disgusts me are how black dudes, especially dark skinned ones, dis us and treat us like dirt like wtf?? Like in the new Ayo video for Chris Brown and Tyga. Why was all the women in the video latino, white, asian, light skinned, but the only...the ONLY MOTHER FUCKING DARK SKINNED GIRL WAS GIVING THE GOD DAMNED OFFICER HEAD (A BLOW JOB) and he yucked off her wig? Why Jesus why?? Why? You telling me out of all the beautiful dark skinned women in the world you couldn't show not a one? and I mean Tyga and Chris Brown was bae. Like seriously I loved them, especially Tyga. But now I do- I refuse to fuck with them and give them my support. They need to remember who brought them there. Jesus and freaking us!

It's sad. Honestly, a part of me wants my children to be light skinned so they do not have to face what I faced and still do, or see what I see, but then I'm like I want them to be dark skinned so I can raise them to be proud of their dark complexion. So right now I don't care. But honestly. This shit needs to stop. I think we need to bring more life to this. We need to show them wrong. We aren't all thots, hoes, uneducated, ugly, like wtf?

This mofo just fueled my ass up today that's why I'm ranting (Video)

He trying to say dark skin women don't have nothing for them selves, well black women, yet we are the fastest growing entrepreneurs today. Talking about colorism doesn't make you racist, or means that you have a problem with color. But witnessing it and not speaking out makes you a product of white supremacy. I just pray that at least most people will realize this form of racism and work together to stop it. It's sad when it's in your own race itself. I just can't wait tell all complexions are equal. Like honestly. Shit... like I'm crying right now. Fuck dis shit.