Y/N'S POV
Saturday, January 19
I didn't understand myself anymore. A part of me kept yelling not to come back with Draco, to never forgive him and another one kept reminding me of how amazing I felt while with him. But in the end, whatever my feelings were I couldn't bring myself to hate him.
I loved him too much to get on this side. When he wanted to say those three words on the train, my heart sank. A part of me kept yelling 'Yes finally! Say it!' and another didn't want those words to come out for the first time in these circumstances.
"Y/n?"
"Hm yeah." I said, getting out of my thoughts.
"Are you alright?" Cedric asked me.
"Yeah, why?" I asked, looking at him and Hydra staring at me weirdly from across the table.
"I don't know, you looked far in thoughts." Hydra said.
"Yeah, I was."
"Is it Draco again?" Ced asked.
I looked down at my book.
Yesterday, he stayed with me for half of the night in the common room, listening to me whining about all this situation. He held me in his arms while I cried all of the tears in my body, reassuring me.
"Yeah." I said, softly.
Before I could even say anything more, he was on his feet, beside me giving me a hug.
"I'm there for you, I'm not going anywhere." He whispered, putting a quick kiss on my head.
"Thanks." I said, trying to hold back new tears.
"I'm there for you too." Hydra said, reaching for my hand.
And that was it. I started crying and I couldn't stop.
"Shhh." A student in the library shot at us.
"You stupid dimbo! Don't you see she's not feeling alright. Do you want me to shhhhh your mouth huh?!" Hydra said, too loud, getting up from her chair.
The guy just looked back at his book, rolling his eyes.
"Come on, let's leave." Cedric said, packing my stuff in my bag.
I got up and we all left the library. On our walk back to the common room, they kept chatting about how disrespectful the guy was back there as I just kept silent, not thinking about anything in particular.
When we arrived, we got up to Hydra and I's dorm. I jumped on my bed and they sat at either side of me.
"You know, maybe you should go talk to him." Ced started.
"Are you ill? He lied to her, you shouldn't forgive him." Hydra added.
"Well, it's obviously making her upset not to talk to him! Let's push our egos aside and do what's best for her poor heart." He said.
"He lied!"
"And? If it will make her feel better to talk to him, then she should!"
"It's the worst idea!"
They started arguing over me as I burried my face in my pillow.
They kept going for five strong minutes before my head started to hurt because of their heated argument.
"Enough! I can decide for myself, thank you very much." I shot.
Silence fell upon the room and Ced passed a hand in my hair.
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I'll Write your Name in the Stars (Draco x Y/N)
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