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(⚠️TW:Rape)
After my trail today I was sent back with Ryan and Jessica. They said I needed to be back in two weeks. Currently I'm getting in the shower but I'm the only girl doing because the others have already had their shower time.
While getting in the shower I heard the door open which made me pause to see Ryan.
Fuck.
"Boyfriend?" He questioned while I covered my body with a towel.
I nodded "um yeah" I spoke quietly.
I just want him to leave me alone.
He walked closer to me which made my heart began to thump really fast "hm what did he use to do to you?" He asked me, rubbing my leg.
"Please don't touch me" I told him, scooting away.
He chuckled and moved closer to me. His fingers tried to go down there but I hit his hand.
"No" I spoke in attempt for him to leave me alone.
He chuckled louder this time and pulled my hair back as he forced me up against the sink. I tried fighting back but he had my back turnt to him.
"You know the rules" he told me as he forced me to look in the mirror at us.
Ryan wasn't old or ugly but things he does overrides that. I on the other hand can't even recognize myself.
I started to cry looking at myself while held me so I wouldn't move and took his pants off. I can't let him do this to me again. This has happened too many times to me period. I'm tired.
When he went to put his hand over my mouth I bit him. As hard as I could and it drew blood.
"What the fuck!" He yelled, punching me with the other hand which made me end up over by the toilet.
He slapped me hard across my face again before he pulled his pants up as best as he could with one hand and left the bathroom which made me sigh in relief.
I miss Stokeley and Jahseh. If I was with them all of this would not be happening and it needs to stop.
I decided on getting in the shower even though I knew for a fact the water had gotten cold now. I still want to wash.
Once I got out I went and sat on my bed while my roommate just looked at me before shaking her head.
"You should be scared Lily, very scared" she told me which confused me.
First how does she know my name and won't tell me hers? Second why should I be more scared than I am?
I shrugged her off and laid myself down, trying to go to sleep on an empty stomach when I heard the stairs.
Ryan.
I heart sped more and more as he walked closer to our door before opening it.
I tried my best to fake sleep but it didn't matter because he picked me up out the bed by my hair and drug my downstairs.
"Stop!" I yelled as I cried from the wood repeatedly hitting my legs, leaving splinters and cuts.
"You thought you won" he told me, laying my on the floor in the master.
I shook my head no in fear but he only laughed.
"You did but I'm going to show you how you win for real."
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