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As we walked in the mall Stokeley held my hand Jahseh walked in front of us with some girl. Today felt so different like everything felt gloomy. I didn't feel good at all.
"Lily you okay?" He asked me making me furrow my eyebrows and nod.
After I nodded I started to think about everything and I could feel my eyes starting to water and my face turning red.
"I don't want to be here" I told him silently and he nodded.
"Okay we can go home" he responded and I nodded.
We turned away and started to walk to the food court where we sat down. I watched as he got an Uber on his phone before he started to talk to me but I was zoned out.
"Huh?" I asked him.
"You hungry?" He asked again and I shook my head.
He nodded and put his hand on my thigh, rubbing it as we waited for the Uber to come. I just felt like crying and crying as everything that happened in my little state began to hit my big girl mind.
"Come on" I heard Stokeley say as he stood up, holding my hand.
I followed him and we ended up outside, getting in the car. He didn't talk to me as we rode to his house but he stayed close to me. When we got there I got out first, going into the building and in the elevator. I had to wait for him a little when I got to the door but it was fine.
"Lily are you okay?" He asked me and I shook my head.
He nodded and unlocked the door to my let me in before he grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. I hugged him back with my head in his chest which kinda made me calm down.
Before I knew it my tears began to pour down while hugged me.
"What's wrong Lily?" He asked me while he rubbed my back.
"What do you mean what's wrong? My mom kicked me out because her boyfriend was touching me wrong. That doesn't even make sense and then she tried to say it's because I was a little, she doesn't care about me being a little she bought my stuff. It's because of him she just doesn't want to admit it because she knows it's wrong too" I cried and he nodded, rubbing my back.
I let him hug me for a little longer before breaking from the hug and going to take a shower. After the shower I cradled myself up in his bed still feeling upset. I could hear him watching tv in the living room because I guess he didn't want to bother me.
I want to go back to being little, everything doesn't hurt so much. I mean I'm well aware of what is going on I just don't pay it that much mind.
I heard the door open before I heard Jahseh "where's Lily?" He asked Stokeley.
"I think she's depressed" he responded shortly with a sigh.
I zoned out from what they were saying and started to think about how toxic Stokeley is. I mean he didn't want Jahseh talking to me because he thought we were doing something even though we both love Stokeley and wouldn't do that to him.
He took me to a porn house and when Bruno had mistaken me for one of his many girls he still left me in a room with him, anything could of happened to me in there.
"Lily" I heard Stokeley say as his hand waved in my face.
I looked up at him so he would know I was listening.
"You have to eat, it's 6 and you haven't ate since 10" he told me and I nodded.
"But I'm not hungry" I responded which wasn't a lie.
I didn't feel hungry at all.
Shortly after my sentence my stomach growled making Stokeley tilt his head at me.
"Okay I'll eat" I told him and he nodded before walking out of the room.
I walked out behind him and sat at the island.
"Lily you okay?" Jahseh asked making me look over at him and nod.
He nodded back and I looked back over at Stokeley. Hm he's sexy.
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