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𝙰𝚗0𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 0𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 "𝚎𝚖0𝚝𝚒0𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚙𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚝"

[𝚂0, 𝚋𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚖0𝚝𝚒0𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚙𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚌0𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚜𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚛𝚒0 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠0𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖0𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚠𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚙0𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎. 𝚆𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶! 0𝙽𝙻𝚈 𝙶0𝚁𝙴 𝙻𝙸𝙴𝚂 𝙰𝙷𝙴𝙰𝙳!]

I was about to sneak inside until I felt someone's hand cover my mouth and drag me inside the nearby storage house. "What are you doing?!" Nagito fumed. "I came to say the last goodbye." I hugged him but he stayed still. ". . . (Your name)." He called, his voice dead serious. Suddenly his form began to shake as he fell onto his knees. I sat next to him still hugging. "I'm scared." He admitted. "I'm scared of my failure, of my death, of being away from you." Nagito's arms pulled me close.
"It might be a selfish request but. . . Can you please come with me?" His request made my eyes widen in surprise. It's like that day it all started with one simple hug. . . And turned to the deadly promise. "I-" before I could say anything he looked into my eyes. His grey-green orbs shone from tears, his cheeks went red as he trembled in my arms.

That pleading look again.

I closed my eyes trying to figure out the right thing to say. "I don't know." I mumbled. Nagito buried his head into my shoulder pulling me closer than before. "P-please. . ." He whispered. "I don't want to feel lonely." That's then I remembered the all the times when he tortured me. . . He shot me many times, raped, used me as a meat shield. But still, why don't I feel anger towards him? I'm not disgusted by him. I don't hate him. Maybe I'm masochist or worse, I really love him.

Damn, I hate love.

"Y-you said back then. . . You w-will be next to me. You p-promised me. Remember?" He pressed on my weak spot as I shut my mouth thinking about his words. "What do you want me to do?" I sighed as he slowly placed his hand on my head making me rest my chin on his shoulder. "Just stay still." His voice sounded somewhat sinister as I felt a pricking pain in my neck. My body slowly grew numb as tears escaped my eyes.

He didn't change. . .
Nagito betrayed me once again.
Like that time, when he made me fall for despair.

I'm an idiot.

An idiot who fell in love with a maniac.

And I don't regret a thing.

My vision grew blurry as he pulled away from me. "I'm so sorry my hope."  I felt as something warm fell onto my face. Was he. . . Crying? "I can't let you live. Despite my love I can't trust you." He raised my head and kissed my lips. "I hope you'll forgive me for this."

Then. Darkness engulfed me.

"I have nothing to say." Nagito sighed and sat next to me. "Am I a bad boyfriend?" He didn't had the confidence to look into my eyes. "Who are you? You are not Nagito. Right?" I looked at my dream Komaeda. "I'm your despair, that will stay by your side till the very end." He took my hand and pecked it. "So. . . If I'm next to you, I'm in despair?" I hummed sadly. "Yes. But I can't let you go, the only thing you can do is leave me behind. Forget me. Forget that I existed. Forget everything we had in common." Nagito looked me dead in the eyes as he cupped my cheeks.

"How can I?" I sobbed. "How can I forget my childhood friend? My crush? My boyfriend?" I scooted closer to him. "After everything we've been through? After all the struggles we went through together? After I fell in love with you?" I hugged him.

"You're a real idiot." He spoke as swirls formed in his eyes. "I'll hurt you. It's not over! I'll make you suffer!" He began laughing while hugging me tighter. "I don't care. Hurt me all you want. I will never leave your side. I love you. And always will." I smiled weakly.

A sudden pain pierced my abdomen as I opened my eyes.

I was laying on top of Nagito while my hands were tied with ropes. I could see a huge spear in my stomach, but I didn't feel the pain because of anesthesia he injected me with. I saw a huge fire, as I heard a familiar yells of my classmates. I tried to call for help but my mouth was stuck with duct tape. Slowly I started loosing my consciousness my breathing grew slower as everything grew blurry around me.
My senses was coming back to me as I felt sharp pain increase with every breath I took. The pain was unbearable as I closed my eyes trying to block out the feeling. I wanted to die for this suffering to stop, but the feeling of pain only increased as my vision decreased.

No matter what happens. I'll love you.

I took my last breath as I closed my eyes.

I'll still love you.
Even if you kill me a million times.

[𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚑, 𝚊𝚜 𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚊 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏0𝚛 (𝚈0𝚞𝚛 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎)'𝚜 𝙿.0.𝚅. 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝0 𝚊𝚍𝚍 𝚜0𝚖𝚎 𝚖0𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊 𝚝0 𝙷𝚊𝚓𝚒𝚖𝚎'𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝0𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜 (𝚈0𝚞𝚛 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎) 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚏0𝚛𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏0𝚛 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜' 𝚑0𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒0𝚛 𝚝0𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚖. 𝙿𝚕𝚞𝚜, 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙷𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚊 𝚠0𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚔𝚗0𝚠 𝚊𝚋0𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚟𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚐𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚙𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚙0𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚝.]

[𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚢 0𝚏 𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚕, 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚢0𝚞 𝚠0𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝0 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚜0𝚖𝚎? 𝙲0𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎.]