The A-Z Of Sex (Complete)

Bleeding Mascara

This Is bad...

This is very fuckin bad!

I'm stood in the queue to buy new boxers for our field trip to New York when who do I spot on the bench outside the store?

That's right, Camila!

And what is Camila doing?

Kissing Shubman that's fuckin what

Kissing him with the lips that I kiss, the lips I had wrapped around my dick just the day before...

And how does that make me feel?

It makes me feel as though I have a huge fuckin problem, that's how it makes me feel

I hand over the white Calvin Kleins I just picked out whilst never taking my eyes off the scene playing out on the bench. He's pushing her hair behind her ear and I can't help wondering how he would feel if I pushed my fist into his face

"Your change" the girl behind the desk has to say it twice before I finally tear my gaze from outside and as I reach to take the money I notice she's included her phone number.

I look up and acknowledge her existence for the first time. She's a beautiful black girl, probably about my age. Her waist length hair is in dreadlocks and her eyes are a light brown with a hint of orange.

She's tall and packing a lot up top, she's everything I should want for a hookup, everything Camila isn't so I decide fuck it, I'll fuck her

She has Shubman and can still make out with me and more so I can have a hook up and still make out with her and hopefully much more

"Shawn" I say stretching out my arm and shaking her hand and that earns me a low, raspy laugh that sounds nothing like Camilas giggle.

3 hours later and she's lying under me moaning in a way that sounds nothing like Camila and then straddling me panting in a way that sounds nothing like Camila and then going down on me in a way that feels nothing like Camila and the next morning as I hurry through my front door hoping to avoid doing the walk of shame in front of my family who do I find fast asleep on my couch... Camila!

I should just walk past her, ignore the fact she's there and go shower and then head to work but for some reason I walk towards her instead

Her breath is deep but silent, her lips slightly parted and it stings my chest to know Shubman was the last man she had on them

I run a hand through my hair as I step closer, her delicate perfume wrapping its self around me, teasing me and enticing me as I feel my dick begin to stir which is a joke considering how busy he's been all night

I let my gaze move over her, my hard-on becoming firmer as I spy the tiny hickey I gave her just above her left breast, half wanting her boy to find it and half considering killing him if he got close enough to her breasts to see it

I can feel him beginning to throb and the sensation almost feels as though he's saying 'mine', 'mine' 'mine' over and over again but she isn't mine, not really, maybe she is in the bedroom and she is when we play make believe for Candi but in reality she doesn't belong to me and I'm beginning to have a hard time remembering why not

"Shawn?"

I was so lost in my tormented thoughts of Camila that I didn't realise she'd woken up and as she looks up at me through the fog of sleep I see something I hadn't before, a darkness below her eyes almost as though they are bleeding mascara

"You've been crying!" I announce as my thumb goes to her face, smoothing under her eye

"You smell of a girl" she replies quietly and then looks up at me in a way that makes my heart panic and then begin to thump

"Is that why you've been crying?!"

There's an awkward silence as we both look at each other, something passing between us that causes me to jolt away from her, something I've been running from for a long, long time

"Shubman doesn't want to date me anymore" her voice is low as she drops her gaze to her hands and pushes herself into a sitting position

"What? But I saw you guys yesterday. Kissing on a bench whilst I bought underwear"

"We saw you too. Leaving with that girl" again our gaze catches as though silently trying to communicate something our lips won't say "Shubman says he can't date someone when there's three people involved instead of 2"

"What's he talking about?" I ask but knowing full well what he means

"Apparently I talk about you too much" she bites on her bottom lips and drops her gaze from me

"Well uh... that makes sense I mean, we're friends..."

"He says I look at you like he wants me to look at him"

"That's bullshit, we're just friends and to be honest, most of the time you look at me as though you want to stab a fork in my eye"

Keep telling her Shawn, make sure she gets it makes sure it sinks in.

You are just friends

Just. Friends.

"Camila, we are just friends you know that don't you? Even with everything that we've done. I'm just helping you like you asked me to"

"I know" she breathes the words rather than speaking then "I don know what he thinks he's seeing but it isn't how I feel, I mean... I don't feel anything for you"

Ow! That fuckin stung more than it should have

"You're my best friends brother... you're helping me out that's all, that's all I feel for you" Her eyes flick up to look at me and I see something in them for a second but quicker than that it's gone

"Good because let's get one thing straight, other than our agreement, nothing is ever going to happen between us"

"I know" she breathes again "And I don't want it to"

"Good, because neither do I" our eyes both lift and then latch on to each other and something passes between us again, something hot and static and it's enough to propel me to move.

I push myself to my feet and then move to get away from her and out of the room as quickly as possible

"Shawn..." She calls my name and my mind floods with hundreds of images of her calling it whilst she's naked and in my bed so I don't turn around, completely overcome with feelings and thoughts I wish I could rip from my being

"Yeah?"

"I'll see you at the airport tonight"

Fuck!

New York!

We leave tonight and suddenly our 'field trip' feels like it holds the weight of a final exam and I'm the one taking it not administering it

New York...

Lesson 6...

The sex in the sex lessons

And Candi...

I don't know what's about to happen but I can see all kinds of trouble on the horizon and not just the good kind of trouble either

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