The A-Z Of Sex (Complete)

Are You Willing To Find Out?

"Okay, okay, okay..." I grab Shawns hands as he reaches for the waistband of my denim skirt

"Eager as always Teddy"

"Yes, eager to do something other than sex"

"Okay, well you can go down on me if you insist, I won't fight you off"

He laughs as I roll my eyes and slap away his hand as it sneaks under my black tank top

"Okay" he sits up on my bed and looks at me, attempting to seem serious but I can tell he's checking to see if I'm wearing a bra

"Let's go for a walk or the cinema or..."

"But you can't do those things naked Teddy and I like hanging out with you when we're naked"

"Only when we're naked?!" I cross my arms and pout, genuinely offended that even after our date he only seems to be interested in sex

"Well In an ideal world but I don't mind your skirt around your waist or T-shirt pulled down over your..."

"Okay!" I slap a hand over his mouth and look at him with disappointment "You're failing at dating"

"I fail at most things Teddy... other than sex that is"

"You're pissing me off Shawn"

"Good because angry sex with you is super hot!"

"Okay, you have to leave" I stand up and walk to my bedroom door, unlocking it then swinging it open

"You're kidding right?" His face drops and suddenly he looks like a little kid that's being told off

"No I'm not kidding, I'm more than just a vagina and a pair of lips Shawn"

"I know that" he still looks hurt as he shuffles to the foot of my bed and holds out an arm asking me to go to him but I just cross my arms tightly over my chest and refuse to move

"Is it because you're embarrassed by me?!"

"What? No! Why would I be?"

"Because I'm younger than you?!"

"Yeah by two years, I'm hardly a cradle robber Camila"

"Because I'm not tall and blond and a trophy you can show off?!"

"What the fuck?! No!" He stands up and walks towards me, wrapping his arms around my shoulders and holding me tightly to him but I refuse to hug back "Teddy..."

"Don't call me that..." I raise my hands to his chest and push him away from me "Did you just take me out to get me back into bed?"

"No" his voice is quiet but seems honest

"Well that's how it feels, it feels like you're just playing with me. 'Take her out to dinner and she's a guaranteed easy lay'"

"Camila, I'm not being funny but if I just wanted 'an easy lay' I have hundreds of girls I don't have to buy dinner for"

"You didn't buy dinner for me"

"I would of if you hadn't been so horny"

"Look... I'm not asking to be your girlfriend but I'm asking for something more from you than just sex and yesterday I thought you wanted that too but now..."

He looks at me for a moment, his head tilted to the side as though he's really thinking about something deeply

"A walk you say?" My heart jumps in my chest at his words "I guess we could take a walk"

"That's not code for some kind of sex position i don't know is it?" I lift an eyebrow to let him know that I'm not exactly trusting what he's saying

"No it's not. It's code for putting one foot in front of another and moving from one place to another"

I tilt my head to the side, mimicking him "no sex involved?"

"Not even if I'm a very good boy and hold your hand and buy you an ice cream?" His beautiful lips curve into a smile but I force my frown to stay in place, I need to know there's at least a chance of something more from him

"Not today"

"Not even making out?"

"Kissing? Yes"

"Groping?" He lifts and drops his eyebrows as he smiles widely at me. This is his charm, This is what gets him every woman he wants but I need him to want me for more than my body

"No groping, no accidental touching just kissing and walking and talking. Are you in or are you out?"

"Well obviously I'm in because no sex today doesn't equal no sex tomorrow" he laughs loudly so I know he's just joking "Camila, honey, if this was just sex I would have been gone after the first time, I know I don't show it but that's not all this is, I can't promise it will ever be anything more but... let's just see, Okay? Is that okay?"

He steps forward again and takes my face in his hands and I try not to look him in the eyes but fail after about 10 seconds "is that okay?" He asks and I lift my gaze to meet his, letting our eyes just see each other for a second and then I nod

"I get ice cream though right, with sprinkles?"

"As long as I get kisses"

"What are we doing Shawn?" I ask as I wrap my arms around his waist

"I'm not sure Teddy but I'm happy to find out. The real question is are you?"