I Know Your Scared Of The Unknown

Chapter 56

Sophie's POV 
2 days before decision day

Austin was out with his Dad and Jodie for a few hours today, it was his day to talk things over with his parents before we had to decide if we wanted to continue to stay married or if the both of us had had enough of each other and wanted to get a divorce and forget that this whole thing had even happened. I won't lie, there was a few weeks where I wanted to just end the marriage and forget that Austin Richard Post even existed. Our whole entire relationship has been nothing but waves of ups and downs, unfortunately more downs then ups. But I was willing to overlook them all and focus on nothing but the good that surrounded us in our relationship all of the scenarios pushing me heavily towards a resounding yes. 

Not to mention ever since the second to last stop on tour--I don't even remember the location, they all blurred into one big night for me--he has been nothing but extra sweet and intimate with me. For a few days I had been wondering if something had happened when the boys came to get him off the bus early, the way he greeted me that day stuck in my head. I loved it and it was so sweet but it seemed a little sketchy. But, when he kept up the behavior I quickly dismissed the thought from my head and realized that he was just being the Austin he had told me he was going to be and nothing more. 

I had a big night planned for us tonight since we weren't allowed to see each other at all tomorrow--apparently we were supposed to use the time alone to reflect on the last eight weeks together--deciding that I wanted to leave the house tomorrow on a positive note, giving him nothing but positive things to think about. 

I sank myself down to my neck in the hot bath water, taking in a deep breath as the lavender scent of the bubbles that surrounded me filled my nose. Everything had to be perfect tonight, I didn't want anything to go wrong or give him anything that would make him have second thoughts about staying married to me. Despite everything he was the one and only guy that I wanted to be with and if he said that he didn't want this anymore, I would be stuck in a hole so deep I'd never be able to get myself back out again. 

I relaxed in the steaming hot water until it started to become luke warm, a huge signal that I needed to start doing all of the bath necessities and get ready for the rest of my night. I stepped out of the large porcelain tub minutes later wrapping myself in a fluffy white towel before heading out to the bedroom. I started digging through my drawers to find the perfect outfit that would drive him wild as soon as he walked through the door. I knew that he loved me in the color red, my fingers dancing over every other piece of lingerie until I landed on the perfect red crotchless teddy. 

It had small ruffles on the side, a small heart cut out just above my ass the rest of my back void of any material. The front was cutout in the middle in a thin V from my pubic bone all the way up my stomach until the fabric came back together to barely cover my perky breasts, the material coming up around my neck to keep it all in place. I slid it on my body, walking into the bathroom as I applied a thin coat of coconut lotion smirking as I remember him telling me the scent always made his mouth water when it was on me. I grabbed my straightener running it through the separated parts of my hair until it laid silky smooth over my shoulders. I applied a thin coat of BB cream on my tanned skin, ran my mascara wand over my long thick lashes, applied light pink blush to my cheeks and a glossy pink shade to my plump lips. 

I let out a sigh and a smile as I looked at myself in the mirror, it was perfect. He was going to be drooling from the mouth when he walked into the door. I walked back into the bedroom lighting the candles that littered the dressers and tables that were in our room before grabbing the pair of black Louboutin's that he had bought me when we were on our honeymoon in Italy. I slid them onto my feet feeling like the devil in disguise in red and black, knowing the look would most definitely match what was about to happen when he came home. I walked out of the closet, one of his red ties catching my attention as I plucked it from the hook and draped it over my neck.