On my own a The Secret Life of the American teenager fanfiction story

On my own part 24

Chapter 23 back to porridge ?

The next day

Ricky's pov

I woke up early the next morning so that I would have enough time to get both me and John ready for the day . Just as I finished getting dressed I heard John crying from his bedroom . Perfect timing I thought to myself . Daddy's coming I called to see him and I made my way to the nursery . Good morning little man I said to John as I lifted him from his crib into my arms . He continued crying. I gently swayed him side to side for few more minutes until I got him calm enough to change his diaper. Shsh it's alright I told him. Daddy is going to fix it I told him as I laid down on the changing table. Good job buddy I praised him once I was finished. I cradled him in my arms and grabbed his favorite teddy bear blanket out of his crib before I left the room . Alright come on buddy let's go get you something to eat I said to John and I went downstairs to the kitchen with a tight grip on my son , being extra careful when I was on steps . I carefully set him down in his swing and quickly prepared a breakfast bottle for him to eat . Good job buddy I told John as I feel him his bottle. After I finished feeding John I quickly burped him . then I put John in his swing so that I could put his teddy bear blanket in his diaper bag and double check to make sure that I had everything that the Nursery ladies would need to take care of him for the day . I lovingly picked up John and placed him so that his head rested on my shoulder . Then I grabbed both my school bag and John's diaper bag . We were finally ready to head out of the door for our first day back to our daily routines . Come on John , we have to go and make a special visit to Grandma and grandpa's house so that we can pick up daddy's old acquaintance Ethan I told John , annunciating the word acquaintance .

Bella's pov

It feels like it's been forever since I have seen Ricky . The last time that we saw each other was when I went over to his apartment and practically ordered him to have sex with me . I feel like I was and still am a complete and total selfish bitch for doing that . I mean what the hell was I thinking ? Well I guess it doesn't really matter what I was thinking . When we found out that John was getting admitted to the hospital we agreed not to talk to each other or seeing each other for a while . The reason being is that Ricky needed time to process what was going on . As far as I was concerned the only thing he needed to do was to do what he had to in order to be there for his son . Don't get me wrong , its not that I didn't want to talk on phone and text Ricky because believe me I did . But I didn't feel right about doing that . I thought that it would be best if we just met each other have some space . I knew I was right but eventually I just couldn't take not seeing him . That's when I decided to go over to his apartment and surprise him with the offer to have some fun in bed . Was I surprised that he didn't except my offer to have sex with me ? Yes I was very surprised that he told me that he wasn't interested . However I wasn't offended . I may not had been the happiest person in the world but I admired his decision . I respected his choice . The fact that he denied to have sex with me didn't make me want to break up with him . In fact it got me thinking that we should get to know each other a lot better and more deeply before he become Internet with each other. I honestly just hope that being surprised with the offer to have sex with me didn't make Ricky want to break up with me . I hope he still wants me to be a part of not only his life but also his son's life as well . Ricky's good friend and John's godmother grace Bowman told me that today is going to be Ricky's first day back at both school and work since John has been discharged from the hospital . I hope I see him . I hope I have a chance to apologize for my actions. I hope that we can have a serious conversation about how we feel about each other and where our relationship stands right now .

Ethen's pov

I was woken up by the of my alarm clock . It was much too early to get up . Oh well I knew if I didn't my foster parents margaret and shaker wouldn't hesitate to drag me out of bed . They told me last night that their son Ricky what's coming over to pick me up for school . They also told me he was bringing his infant son John . I didn't understand why the little brat had to tag along . I mean it's not like he can actually attend High School as a student or anything . Ethan it's almost time for school. You better be up and getting ready Margaret called me from downstairs . Yeah, yeah I am I shouted down to her in my signature sarcastic tone of voice . I forced myself out of bed and got ready as slow as possible .