Reckless

Dhamir 24

It was weird, during our vacation me and Chris would take many walks like this, along the beach just talking about random shyt, this felt different though; there were no waves in the background, now ocean breeze on my face, no stars to light up the night. I thought we were going to his house but we walked right past it and kept walking through the quiet neighborhood, it was weird seeing cars.... of course, we saw cars on our trip but those were rare occasions and when you got weeks without modern technology it's kinda a weird experience trying to readjust. I looked over at Chris as he continued walking, he still hadn't said a word but that was common, Chris liked to collect his thoughts before speaking and that's something I really liked about him, he wasn't impulsive... definitely the opposite of Murda. Still, I wanted to know what was on his mind, we hadn't seen each other in a few days and though we talked A LOT it was mainly about us and the things we discussed on the island... I watched Chris as his pace slow down and he looked up at the sky.... I looked up as well and without him having to say a word I knew what he was thinking.

"I kinda miss it too...." I said referring to the fact that while we were in the Maldives, I could look up and see endless stars, like the whole universe was watching us, especially that time the three of us..... it doesn't matter, something like that makes you feel minuscule but it also make you feel the endless possibilities of the universe.

"Yeah, that shyt was dope.... like there were times when we were out there that it just felt like there was no one else in the universe but us three and I was completely at peace with that. You and Kemoni make things official?" Chris asked and it was weird hearing him talking about Kemoni, not bad weird just.... maybe the word I should've used was different. Before there was always an edge of uncertainty whenever Chris would bring up Kemoni but now it was like he was talking about one of his best friends.

"We're still in a situationship... like the feelings are there and they run deep but..... I guess I'm not a fan of the long-distance thing and while it would be easy to move down there I just feel like this is where I'm meant to be." I said looking around our quiet neighborhood.

"You feel it too...." Chris said as a statement and honestly, it wasn't until he mentioned that I realized that from the moment I got home something felt... off. "It's like there's a thunderstorm brewing over the city.... a kind of shadow." Chris said looking up at the cloudless night. "That's why I wanted to talk, you asked me to see what was going on with Legend, and while everything seems like it's normal.... I'm worried about him."

"What'chu mean?" I asked Chris gaining my full attention.

"It's just a feeling, on the outside he seems like the same Legend; always smiling, nosy as fuck, calm, level-headed, a leader..... But it's the moments when he doesn't think anyone is looking that I catch glimpse of him, deep in thought, constantly annoyed by something he sees on his phone.... and don't even get me started on how his mood shifted when that dude J'Wayne showed up to Cody's cookout." Chris said.

"Maybe he just needs a vacation, real talk I can't remember the last time Legend took an actual vacation... maybe it's just the stress of his job and everything else that's going on. Maybe it's just this shyt with Renee and Epic." I said knowing that there was definitely more to it than I was trying to downplay it until I could actually talk to Legend. "The fact that Remy showed up doesn't seem to be helping his stress levels either." I said trying not to blush.

"Remy huh? Interesting.... so what's the history there? It's rare that I see your proud ass blushing so there's got to be something I'm not seeing." Chris said and over the last few months, he's gain the ability to read me better than most of the people who have known me my entire life.

"It was never anything other than sex, trust me when I say this.... I have NEVER met someone like Remy. When I tell you he had took me, Legend, and Murda simultaneously... nah took us is an understatement.... Legend's dick couldn't get hard after the fifth round, Murda was shedding real tears when Remy was suckin his dick, and look as you know when I'm in my zone, my dick is undefeated.... I was in tip-top shape when I was fuckin Remy and the way he was throwing his ass back..... I went from fuckin him doggy to him riding me in the corner. I nutted... hard and he kept riding, I tried to push him off but he clenched his ass around my dick and kept riding.... he's a fuckin freak and even when we were all spent he was still trying to fuck... that's the PG13 version the real events were a lot more......" I said ignoring the cold chill that was moving up and down my spine.