The friend from Uni.

The dam breaking.

'Just shut up.'
We figured out who the likeliest unsub was which was a 22 year old male who was also autistic. But what was like a trigger for him was the fact he was buried alive at one point and most likely feels reborn in some way from surviving that. It didn't help that the sheriff of the town and our team were arguing.
'Please just shut up.'
"Your saying we shouldn't shoot him?" He questioned.
"He's autistic. He most likely doesn't understand what he is doing is wrong." Spencer argued trying to make sure he didn't get too loud for my sake, though I was just trying to block out the ringing in my ears that were slowly growing.
"That's no excuse."
"No excuse? You want to kill someone for not understanding what he is doing wrong."
"Why you so protective over this kid anyway?!" He exclaimed making me cover my ears from the yelling.
"Because we can get him help!"
"Help?! You want to help a killer?!"

My collar was grabbed and I was thrown into a wall making me grab my arm from the pain.
"You are worthless! You should just die like your mother!"
"Shut up." I told making him smack me.
"Do not speak to me like that!"
"Why not?! You just beat up your kid who can't properly defend herself! Your meant to raise and care for us but instead you just hurt us because you're heartless!" I exclaimed towards him making him hit me again.
"You will show me respect!"
"I'll give you respect when you die!"

"shut up." I told but they couldn't hear me over their argument and I clutched my head more trying to stay connected to the present.

"Please.... Let me go. I can't die just yet.... I just can't." I told as I beat against the coffin to try and get help as tears rolled down my face. "I need to protect my siblings because no one else will."

"Just because you're a fed kid, doesn't mean you can just boss me around!"
"We aren't bossing you around, we are telling you shooting him isn't the only option!"
"Shut up."

I saw him about to hit Spencer making me throw myself in front of him, so I was hit instead.
"I don't care what you do to me! But you as so think about laying a single hand on my siblings and Spencer, I'll kill you!" I told making him grab my collar and force me into the wall before pinning me there by tightly holding my collar.
"But you won't. Because how else are you meant to find your mother? Or the fact you are pathetic and weak! All these years away and you haven't improved once! This is why you should have died in that hole all those years ago!"

"This is how we solve our issues!"
"By murder?!"
"As a last resort!"
"But we can still bring him in as a first try!" Derek exclaimed since the others began to join in.
"Shut Up."

Jack put the gag back into his mouth before  mumbling something, making me give him a confused look.
"It's best if you don't talk right now." Temperance stated making him spit the gag out.
"I'm nuts about Angela. Over the moon. Stupid in love with her. That's why I bought her that - that crazy, expensive perfume. Man give you a bottle of perfume like that, it says - it says 'I Love You'. There. I said it out loud." He told before putting the gag back in his mouth and got back into position.
I saw he was ready and gave Temperance a nod. As she began to make the incision, he began to scream till he passed out. We ended up moving to the front when we were done so Jack had some more space even though he was very unconscious right now, and I just stared at the dirt.
"What you thinking?" She asked
"What he said. She does love Jack, she's just scared that it will go wrong. So to stop it from doing so, she just won't date him."
"You know, I don't think the whole team knew you two were cousins." She told making me smirk.
"Actually Zack does. He asked at Christmas how I knew Angie and I told him."
"He enjoyed the holiday he took when you were in between cases."
"Yeah it was good spending time with him."
"Do you think he is alive?" She asked as she looked back at Jack.
"Let me see." I told as I climbed into the back and grabbed my pocket knife and placed it near his nose.
I wasn't able to tell if he was actually breathing making give an annoyed look.
"Breathing too shallow if he is. Cant tell."
"Do I have permission to Hotwire your car?"
"Dude if it can help us get out of her, fucken go for it. I've made this beauty modern with the look of vintage. So airbags in all the seats and what not." I told as I grabbed his wrist gently to see if I felt a heart beat when the car honked making him wake up started and for me to let out a small scream before placing a hand over my mouth. "Sorry, I just was not prepared."
"Thank god I didn't kill you." She told

"HE'S A MURDER WHO BURIES PEOPLE TO GO THROUGH THAT HE DID! HE DESERVES TO DIE!"
"WILL EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I exclaimed slamming my hands on the table and silence the room.
"Ash...." Spencer began but I ignored it.
"I don't care that's he's killed people. He's autistic and till we find out that he does in-fact know what he is doing is wrong we don't kill him! Your job is to protect people but the kid needs to be protected!"
"Protected?!"
"Did I fucken stutter?! Have you ever experienced what being buried alive is like?!"
"No I haven't."
"Exactly! It's terrifying for the people who do. You scream and scream to try and have someone hear you, to help get you out, but that won't work! The air begins to thin and you become light headed, so light head you don't know what's real or not. Your air ways begin to burn from the lack of oxygen till you just pass out knowing you will die. It's terrible! He is scared, and he doesn't know it's wrong."
"You speak from experience?"
"I speak from my friends being buried alive not even a year ago by the grave digger! I am sick and fucken tired of people like you, thinking you know what it's like! Because no one does! No one ever does! So just shut THE FUCK UP FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!"
Everyone was silent from my outburst and I looked down at the table.
'I fucked up.'
"Ashley...." Aaron began before I cut him off.
"I'll be outside getting fresh air till I am calm." I told before walking off.
'I fucked up.'