The friend from Uni.

Dream of daisys and violets and all sweet things.

(Ash p.o.v)

"Hey. It's time to wake up." A gentle voice told making me open my eyes to see my mother. "I've been trying to wake you for hours. You fell asleep in a tree Bun bun."
"Mum?" I asked as tears formed in my eyes as she smiled at me
"Yeah kiddo. It's me. Why are you crying?" She asked as she wiped the tears away.
"I'm either dreaming or I'm dead."
"Why would you think that?"
"Cause there is no other I would be seeing you again."
"Then, let's saw your dreaming."
"I've missed you so much."
"I'm sorry I wasn't there. I wanted to be. But I am so proud you."
"Mum.... I'm broken."
"Everyone is a little broken. It's what make human."
"I don't know how I'm getting out this. I'm tired of running and I'm losing blood."
"Good thing I taught you well. Use your shirt to help if it becomes too much."
"What if I can't do this without you?"
"Sweetie, bun bun." She told as she brushed some of my hair back. "You have done so much without me there physically already. You can do this as well."
"How do you know?"
"Because you are so strong. My little girl all grown up, and she did it all without me being able to help."
"Why can't you stay?" I asked as the tears ran down my face.
"Because you have people that need you. Erin needs you, your childhood friends, your siblings and cousins, your friends from the Jeffersonian, the BAU, even Spencer needs you. He needs you so much right now, more then I do."
"I don't want to lose you again though."
"Your not losing me Bun bun." She told cleaning the tears off of my face. "Because I'm in your brain and in your heart. I will never be far from you."
"What if Spencer hates me for what's going to happen after the case though?"
"He won't hate you."
"Promise?"
"With my heart. You need to wake up now though."
"Do I have to?"
"Yes. But remember, I'm never far like you think."
"I love you." I confessed making her smile.
"I love you too. And remember. I'll see you in the morning my little Bun Bun, and if not then I will be the last thing you see before you go back to sleep. Until then have sweet dreams, of daisies and violets, and all sweet things." She told before kissing my forehead.

I jolted awake to see my mother wasn't there in the tree with me and I let out a sigh.
'I don't know how much more of this I can take.'
I climbed out of the tree once I knew I was in the clear and continued to make my way and mark things that Spencer would understand.