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Chapter 41

Don't forget the bag

hey asshole

got a question

we have rules right

u remember them

Not today

what tf do u mean not today

look u can do what u want with me ok

u get what u pay for

but leave my family and my private life out of this

Oscar

Come over now or I swear you'll never see my boyfriend again

oh so thats the pay now?

ur selling ur bf just for some sex?

We won't have sex today

?

Two minutes left

You don't wanna make me wait today

calm down man its only 5 min

10

almost there

He didn't even greet me when I entered. I thought of Felix as I looked around. I hadn't heard from him since yesterday and I really had the desire to text him, but I didn't even know what. And he probably had spent the day with him.

Blair took the bag from me and nodded towards the bed. „Take off your clothes."

„No foreplay today?"

„You have one minute." Something in his voice scared me, but I ignored it. Or at least pretended.

„Wow," I said taking off jacket and shoes. „Someone's in a good mood today. All my clothes?"

„Yes."

I gave him back his phone. He ran to a table and opened a drawer. I don't know why I was watching him so carefully, but when he turned around he said again, „one minute, Oscar."

I took off my shirt first. „It's cold," I said while taking off my pants as well. I rubbed my arms and walked to the bed.

„Lay down," he said while he was messing around with something on the wall. I didn't even care. I was just hoping it was the heater.

I lay down on the bed. „Why are we even doing it if you're not in the mood," I mumbled.

Blair sat next to me. „I am very in the mood for this. Lift your head." I'm not, I thought and lifted my head. Even though I didn't have sex since a while. I wasn't even excited when he leaned forward and I felt the warmth of his breath on my face. And his fingers as he blindfolded me. Okay, maybe I was a little scared because I couldn't see what was expecting me now.

„Your arms," he said and I lifted them as well. His hands were cold when he tied my hands together on the bed railing and all I could think of was if Felix liked it cold too. I mean, in his apartment. Yesterday it hadn't been that cold here...

„You don't seem like you're in the mood." I felt the bed loosen and heard his footsteps. A drawer. The click of a tube. I could see it before my closed eyes, his focused face as he made all these preparations. „You know what's funny," I started when I didn't hear anything anymore. „You ghosted me because you thought I'd get horny, right? But I'm not even horny. You ignoring my messages cured my sex addict." Actually, it was probably Felix.

I laughed a little as he tied up my feet as well. Just in a very different way. „While you intended the opposite. You really must be a doctor. Ouch– oy, this is too tight!" Of course he didn't answer. „Hey. I have a question. Can I ask it?" No answer. „I don't ask to provoke you, I actually wanna know. Where's Felix while you fuck me here?"

Suddenly I felt a dry rag in my mouth and turned my head away to spit it out again. „What the hell?"

„You still don't listen to me," he raised his voice.

„Doesn't mean you can fucking gag my mouth! What the fuck?"

„Turn your head back."

„I'm not gonna do that. Keep my mouth free. I need to be able to use the code words."

„There are no code words for today, Oscar." I went silent. A cold fear drove through me all out of sudden. „Turn your head now."

„Wait," I said. „You... You're not gonna do anything I don't want, right?"

Blair grabbed my chin and pulled my head back. I kept my mouth closed so he pushed it open with his fingers and stuffed that thing deeper so I could almost feel it in my fucking throat and coughed. „Only what you asked me for."