Chapter 61

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you did that didnt you?

thanks

You deserve it.

not at all

i didnt get any further

I'm sure you tried your best

A small reward should motivate you to keep going

i will

I made myself a coffee after I took a quick shower. I had an hour left before I had to go to work and I was thinking about texting Felix when the top bar showed a message. Just not on WhatsApp. By fucking SMS.

Hello Oscar, this is your father. I don't know if you have my number

Of course I do, I thought and shook my head. I knew he didn't even care, not because he wasn't interested in me and my life but because he didn't want to annoy me.

hey dad, I texted him in one message, dont you have whatsapp?

After a while drinking my coffee and waiting, he answered, I only use Telegram.

is something wrong? I just answered, knowing that literally everything was wrong in his family. Well. Besides him. why do you text me? you never text me. not that i have a probkem with that.

He still haven't answered when I finished my coffee and headed out for work. He haven't even answered when I finally went home from work that day and texted Maddie instead, if she was okay, hoping she'd answer this time. Surprisingly she answered right away.

hey maddie

how are u?

Im sorry Oscar...

for what?

That i didnt say something...

its okay sweety

u dont have to speak up for me

i can speak for myself

But they didnt believe you...

they will

Are you sure?

very sure

I wanted to write more. Something like I wish I could help you or I am gonna help you. Something like Hold on a little longer, I'm already at it. Maybe You can always contact me, but I've told her that a thousand times already. She knew that I would always be there for her. She just didn't want to ask for help. I wished I could have made that easier for her at least, since asking for help took a lot overcoming, but I didn't know how to.

It was past eight when I decided to make my laundry. Not because I wanted, not because I was motivated. Because it reminded me of Felix. While I did my laundry I thought about what to write. I ended up just texting him hey. Then moved on to the dishes. God, how I hated making the dishes. I had to think about that time Felix asked me if I had gloves. I wondered if he had been disgusted...

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