| Raekkuno Fanfiction | [Long Stories]

2.16 Your Sister Was Right

A/N: TW: Mentioning Suicide.

5th August 2:15pm (Rae POV)

My blushing session only worsened when Sykk wrapped his arms around my chest and accidentally touched my boob, I wasn't totally against it though, but it was so not the time or the place for this. I knew I had to wake Sykkuno up so I yelled at him to get up.

Rae: "Sykkuno! Wake the fuck up!"

I shouldn't have yelled at him, a pit formed in my stomach as he let go of me and apologised.

Sykkuno: "Huh? Oh... Sorry..." He apologised.

Just as I was about to apologise for yelling at him he retreated under the covers and I could hear him silently crying.

"What the fuck is wrong with you Rae! You treat him like shit all the time! He deserves so much better than you..."

The pit in my stomach only deepened and I felt horrible for yelling at him, as well as cursing at him, for something that I didn't even mind. He can touch my chest all he wants and I wouldn't complain at all, in fact, I think I'd probably enjoy it.

I gave the others in the room an intimidating stare (I've been told that I'm pretty intimidating at times) indicating for them to leave. They caught on immediately as they all walked out of the room leaving Sykkuno and I alone together.

Rae: "Sykkuno?" I gently gripped his shoulder through the covers inviting him to talk to me.

He flinched away from my touch and my heart sank to the floor thinking that he was back to being distrustful of me. The last time he behaved like this when I tried to touch him was when I... It broke my heart to think that I had caused him to revert back to that state. Especially since it seemed like he was beginning to trust me again, and I wanted him to trust me, I wanted that more than anything.

Rae: "Sykkuno, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to yell at you!" I exclaimed apologetically.

Once again, there was no response from Sykkuno and I began feeling like I was the worst person ever. I thought about leaving the room for him to cry in peace but as I was about to leave, it was as if I could hear my thoughts talking back to me, telling me to keep trying.

"Don't you dare give up on him, do you really wanna lose him because you're weak? And pathetic?"

"Of course not! I love him!"

"Do you? Really?"

"Yes, really! Of course I do!"

"Well if you loved him then you wouldn't give up as soon as one obstacle gets in the way! Now help him!"

My thoughts were right of course, what would our future relationship be like if I wasn't willing to try? Feeling motivated, I crawled under the covers only to see Sykkuno's back turned to me as he lied on his side, facing away from me.

Rae: "Sykkuno? Please talk to me..." I begged him desperately.

No response. Not knowing what to say, I wrapped my arms around him in a bear hug as I pulled him towards me into a spooning position. I could feel his heart beating rapidly as he sniffled tearfully so I rested my head against his chest, and I began quietly singing one of his favourite songs, it being Your Sister Was Right by Wilbur Soot.

"I thought I couldn't love anymore..."

I felt his heartbeat start to slow down so I continued singing it to him.