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3.18 Seventeen Was Then, Eighteen is Now (SMUT Chapter)

A/N: Okay, couple disclaimers and just general things to discuss, this is in fact a SMUT chapter, if you weren't already aware by the title and by the fact that I've been talking about this for months now, I know it's in a high school setting and therefore you think they're younger, and not partaking in sexual activity, but I wanna clarify that in the story they're both 18, of age, so this isn't wrong, and also in the context of the story even outside of actual chapters they've never even seen each other completely naked whatsoever, so this'll be a new experience now.

Also, I want this to be true to what it is, so they're not going to suddenly be amazing at sex and doing everything with ease and without pain, I want it to be a little awkward in places and while I will try to minimise talking about them being in pain since it's their first time it'll still likely come up once or twice, I want this to be two virgins losing their virginities with each other, not just another SMUT chapter for no purpose, as this is still a part of a wider story.

This won't be all SMUT beginning to end, there'll be a short period at the start where they discuss what and how to do things, how to get started etc. and there'll probably be a thing after where they're finished and discuss how it went for them both, how they feel about it etc., however I won't put SMUT warnings in even with this, I want this whole chapter to be something completely skippable while still being something you won't miss out on in terms of new story content, hopefully I'll do it.

Also, notice the title? Not only was Rae 17 and is becoming 18 in the story, but last chapter was chapter 17, and now it is chapter 18 hehe.

*future me talking* Like always, just wanna give a heads up that this chapter is over 10000 words, I need to find a way to start writing 4000 words again I swear to god.

Alright, let's get this started now.

Saturday 8th January 2010 8:15pm

"So... what do we do now?" Rae questioned Thomas, her eyes still oh so soulful, her gaze broke away from his eyes and landed on Thomas' pink soft lips, she wanted to just lean in and kiss him, it was no big deal, nothing they hadn't done before, but still, this felt different, for obvious reasons, she expected Thomas to be all informed on what would happen next, which is why his answer was surprising to hear.

"Uh... I don't, know." Thomas slowly let out his response, revealing that he was just as unsure as she was, if not more, he knew all about what they were about to do in theory, but in practice, nada, nothing, fuck all.

"You don't?" Rae questioned him once again, her eyes widening as she backed away from him and rubbed her arm, beginning to realise that they were both in way over their heads regarding all this.

"Not really... no." Thomas hesitantly replied, almost wincing as he realised their perfect night together might be over before it had even begun, though Rae was desperate to keep it afloat, suggesting something lewd that they could do.

"Well... I don't really know what to do either. Maybe we should... get naked?" Rae revealed her own uncertainty before suggesting that they just up and get naked after taking a few more steps back into the centre of the room, Thomas was hesitant of the idea, he was nervous, of all the emotions he thought he'd be feeling that night, anxiety wasn't exactly high on the list, but once again, he was wrong, he answered Rae's suggestion with a shocked tone, no hiding that at all.

"What?" Thomas asked, shocked and caught off guard by what he had just heard. "Oh, uhm, we could, or..." Thomas came to his senses and said that was a possibility, though he trailed off before giving any alternative suggestion on his response, prompting Rae to question what said alternative was.