Marvel Imagines pt. 5

Money has to roll pt.6 ❤️‍🔥 Steve+Bucky Mob AU

Song: Suki Waterhouse - good looking.

Warnings: fluff, angst, trauma, smeggsy times (?), relationship building. Tony is a dick, Pepper is a backstabbed and Morgan just deserves to not be pulled into this...

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It's silent at the breakfast table. It usually is but there's this heavy dread hanging around in the air. It's pressing on you especially. It's not an easy date for you.

It's been 10 years exactly that you're mother passed away. And even ten years later, it still feels like only yesterday. And with that comes the recent passing of Natasha. The attempts on your life. Long story short, you're not very talkative today.

'So how did everyone sleep?' Pepper, who is completely oblivious as usual, asks way too chipper.

'I slept great!' Morgan smiles at her mother.

There's the green monster in you ready to snap. You always had some trouble with handling Morgan. You love that girl, you really do. But there's always this jealousy that you can't shake.

She had the best childhood, a present father, no care in the world. At that age you were already learning of everything your father was doing, together with Bucky. Tony was never present, always working. That girl doesn't know a single thing about surviving in this world and that brings envy.

How come she gets to have all of that, how come she still has her mother, while you don't? How come she doesn't have to know and train? And you did?
How come she can be so carefree, and will be raised like that. And you didn't get a single chance?

Bucky notices your change in bodylanguage and understands immediately. He talked to you about this in the past, he tried to help you let go of the jealousy but even he understands that you might still feel this rage about the situation, especially today.

'That's good honey...' Tony smiles at his youngest. Bile rises in your throat.

Steve frowns when he sees your behaviour, it's something Bucky hasn't talked about yet. So he turns to Bucky but he just shakes his head at Steve, I will explain later, He mouths.

Bucky himself isn't feeling very happy today, but he manages to hide his sadness pretty well. Of course Steve noticed it. Now that they spend more time together it's easier to notice things like that.

It stays silent for a while after that. Everyone is just eating, well you're not really eating. Staring at your plate isn't considered eating.

'So what are everyone's plans for today?' Tony asks genuinely, but oh does it make you want to empty your stomach right then and there.

'Y/n and I are gonna go out to dinner tonight, with Sam and Steve of course... we hope nobody will try to kill us today...'

'That's nice...' Pepper replies.

'Yeah..' Bucky replies before shoving another bite of pancake inside. A small smile flashes across your face at his tone.

'I'm gonna go to the mall with mom today!' Morgan opens her mouth yet again and it makes a low groan escape your throat. It's not audible for her but definitely for Bucky. He looks up and gives you a warning glance. You give him a death glare back and lean back in your chair.

'Since you're back for a while now... I figure I could go on a little girls day with her...' Pepper smiles proudly.

'Maybe Y/n could join you...'

You let out a humorless chuckle at that. 'Hell no...'

'Why not?' Pepper asks oh so innocently. You ignore it.