Marvel Imagines pt. 5

The other women ❤️‍🔥 Bucky Barnes (request)

Song: Causes - teach me how to dance with you.

Imagine: Bucky uses girls to get over his feelings for you, what choice do you have other than leaving?

Warnings: mentions of smut, friends to lovers? Mentions of depression.

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It's happening again.

The headboard banging against the wall makes your heart ache while the contents of your stomach feels like rising to your mouth. You're getting sick of this.

Her moans aren't fake by any means which might sting even more. You wanted it to be you for so long. But no of course Bucky has to bring every girl into his room that he can find in a 2 mile radius but not you. Never you.

You stopped banging your fist against the wall a long time ago. It doesn't help because all it will do is bring Bucky out of his room with a sheepish smile on his face, hair all tussled and a ducked out look. That might look hot if it weren't for the girl semi-patiently waiting in his room.

Truth is you don't only want to end up in his bed, that's not your main reason for feeling the way you do. You want to be his girl, his doll.

He has given you so many mixed signals that you begin to wonder if it's just plain niceness. If you're head over heels for someone that is just being nice to you.

But 'just nice' wouldn't bring you the most beautiful red tulips  you have ever seen, on your birthday, knowing that they mean much more to you than just regular flowers.

'Just nice' wouldn't take you out to dinner at a fancy restaurant. 'Just nice' wouldn't bring you gummy bears when you're laying in medbay after a rough mission.

'Just nice' wouldn't drop everything for you.. well everything except other women...

You groan as you jump out of your bed and make a beeline to the kitchen after slamming your door. It creates a silence which makes you smirk. You're petty like that.

You rush to the kitchen, scaring Tony away from his midnight snacking. 'Sorry..' you deflate into a high chair at the kitchen island.

'No worries... almost chocked on my cookies.. which might be better for my health then actually swallowing them...' he jokes but this time it's not worthy of a smile from you.

'Hey.. what's going on?'

'It's stupid Tony.. I'll be fine...'

'You always are, Pepper as well but I'm not falling for that..' he sits down in the chair next to yours and lays a hand on your arm. 'Tell me...'

You wipe aanhang over your face with a big sigh. 'I'm in love with Bucky... and I think he likes me too but..'

'I know that... from the both of you...'

'Doesn't exactly explain all the women he brings back.. even worse is that I have to listen to his "nightly activities" every fucking night...'

'Have you told him that you like him?'

'I did.. I wrote a heartfelt letter and I know he opened it.. he doesn't leave it laying around... he's still a coordinated soldier you know?.. I mean... what about the flowers? And the diners and movie nights and... Shit.. I'm being so fucking stupid...this is teenager shit...'