Marvel Imagines pt. 5

Life- Stealer part 7 ❤️‍🔥 College!Avengers AU

Song: Nina Simone - don't let me be misunderstood. (Love to Nina Simone and love to this song)

Warnings: angst, finally people having her back, and some not, Nora is still a bitch, mentions of past addiction, mentions of sexual assault.

You stretch yourself out and let out this huge yawn. You're still tired from everything that happened, the tears stopped coming fortunately.

There this empty feeling that comes after being sad and angry. You have no friends left, the only person you're talking to is the person that has wronged you in the past and Actually changed. Or at least he convinced you he did.

You get dressed at a slow pace. Your whole body hurts, can you physically get sick from sadness? You're pretty sure you know the answer to that now. You sit down on your bed again.

'Y/n?' Now that's a voice you haven't heard in a while. It was like she has been ignoring you, she probably has.

'Hello mother..' you greet her, you don't turn around however, you just stare in front of you.

You feel her love through the room, out of the corner of your eye you see her office skirt, her coat. Her perfume is suffocating, it always is.

'Don't do that..'

'Don't do what...' you snap back at her.

'Distance yourself from me.. please.. I have enough to deal with as is with your father... please do not push me away..'

You let out a scoff as her hand comes to rest on your shoulder. Your face turns away from her when she tries to make her look at you.

'Why are you in my room? Since when am I worthy enough?'

'You're always worthy of my time Y/n, you're my only daughter..' she sits down next to you, she crosses her legs and you feel the weight of her hand increase. She's squeezing your shoulder to give you some comfort. 'Why would you think I wouldn't want to spend time with you..'

'I'm a disappointment to you both.. even though I didn't do anything.. you still got mad.. you don't even have a clue what she did to me huh? What she's still doing?' Your tone turns sour and she sighs.

'Y/n, you started this..'

'God mom! You're still on her side! It doesn't matter what I do or say, you don't care! You know what, maybe Nora and I should switch, or better yet, she should come here and take my fucking place!'

'I do not want her to take your place but you should stop blaming her for the consequences of your own-'

You don't even listen to her, you're done with this entire family. You get up and walk over to your closet. You take out the large weekend bag and start pulling clothes out of the closet to shove them into the bag.

'Y/n, honey what are you doing?'

'I'm leaving..'

'You can't leave... it's too dangerous to be out there on your own-'

'You wanna know what's dangerous? My own mother talking me down when all I need from her is some love, some sort of affection... comfort.. anything else then whatever the fuck this is...' you throw your hands up in defeat.

'Well it's because you-'

'Because i what? Mother... because John tried to rape me? Because Nora was and still is the shittiest friend? Because she leaked her own nudes and blamed it on me leaving me to fend for myself?! Because she turned my own family against me?! Because she is threatening to release a fucking SEX video if I don't break things off with the only person that liked me and actually cares about me?! Yeah absolutely my own fucking fault...'