Marvel Imagines pt. 5

New friends ❤️‍🔥 Loki

Song: Kris Bowers - a feeling I've never been (queen Charlotte)

Imagine; you've been friends with Loki ever since childhood and now that he's older, he's gotten new friends, princes and princesses and well, you're not that.

Warnings: ANGST, because it's me, fluff, like a little neglect. It ends with fluff.

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You should've known better, you should've figured out that he is no different from all the others. As soon as Loki got to spend more time with people higher up, he dropped you like a bag of flour.

That hurt but what hurt even more was the way he spoke about you, like you were someone he used to know and not someone that was standing right next to him.

His so called friends were even worse, they look down on you. To them you're nothing but a roach, and roaches need to be crushed.

You weren't even that far down the so called chain of command in the castle, you were merely a level below the brothers. You are a princess that found refuge on Asgard, that found a friend in both brothers. But the way they speak of you makes you out to be some kitchen maid compared to them. And just when you thought it couldn't get any worse...

'You're not invited Y/n, I'm sorry but they...'

'It's fine...' it's not fine.
'I'm okay..' you're not okay.
'Go have fun...' don't leave me for them.

Lying is something you only got good at because you didn't want to hurt Loki. You know he's had difficulty finding friends, so asking him for more time that he could spend with his newfound friends, that just doesn't seem fair to him. But you can't deny that it's making you feel horrible.

The door closes again, right in your face. You feel the tears burning in the corners of your eyes but you try to blink them away.

'Are you alright, my lady?' Thor comes up to you.

'I'm fine...'

'Ah! I am not going to fall for that trick again! Jane tells me that plenty and yet she always gets mad when I believe her... so you my lady are very not fine...' he tells you.

It makes you smile a little, he cares so much about others. While usually people see him as the big and brave demigod, he's this huge teddy bear with a giant heart.

'You're right...I am certainly not fine...'

'What bothers you then?' He asks, he offers his arm for you to take. When you do he pulls you with him into a pleasantly paced stroll.

'Loki and his so called friends... after they became his friends he hardly wants to talk to me anymore... he excludes me from everything... it feels like I am not good enough for him...'

'Nonsense! How could you possibly be too little for him? You are too good for him, my lady...'

'Thor...' you sigh.

'It's true, he doesn't seem to know that he's hurting you, because you have not told him, to spare his own feelings... that says enough about you..'

'That I am a people pleaser ?'

'That you are the kindest soul to walk these halls.. you don't deserve such pain...and My brother is an idiot if he cannot see the hurt his actions bring you...'