From The Heart <3 (Poems And Short Stories)

It's a Lie

I'm afraid to bore you, I'm afraid to speak, we've gone so far and yet I am still afraid

Yes, I know you and yes I do care about you, but this wall I've built is made of steel, and I happen to have lost my strength along the way

This isn't a poem, this isn't some kind of story, this is my redemption, and my rescue from the dark void

Please, we've gone so far, don't turn away now, you always walk so fast, I can never catch up, it just isn't fair

I know I'm chaotic, I understand that I'm a mess in disguise, don't look beyond this mask, it could be your demise

Sweet nothings you say, always so lenient with me, how much longer is your soul willing to be patient and concede

God says nothing of this, he hides in his little cloud promising a life of gold, but yet he sends his unfathered son to speak words of bronze

My mouth says nothing but my heart speaks a thousand words unheard, step back before I fall,I don't want to trample you

I feel safe and happy with you, but it isn't enough, I need to feed my insecurities before they crack

<3 guys it's the middle of the night, u know sometimes u gotta get it off your chest before u can sleep <3