Fuck you Spencer Reid (𝓻𝓮𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓷)

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 15

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𝔂/𝓷'𝓼 𝓟𝓞𝓥

My mother always said love was something made for the movies or for fairytales.

I had never thought love was real until I met him.

Spencer Reid had officially ruined all my expectations for love.

It has been 4 days since we had our argument.

The team flew in yesterday and I told them I was sick, I didn't want them to see me like this.

So sad.

So...miserable.

The team knew Spencer wasn't here, he had told them he went to Vegas to visit his mom which was actually true.

The dumbass must have realized I was right when I said he had no where to stay in Virgina.

I have not talked to him since the fight.

No calls

No texts

Nothing.

I at least thought he would have left me a message but I was clearly wrong.

I just wanted to hear from him.

I really miss him.
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𝓢𝓹𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓻'𝓼 𝓟𝓞𝓥:

Growing up my mother always made love seem bland.

And hell, I belived her up until I met Y/n.

I regretted leaving her as soon as I got on the plane to Vegs but I was so mad.

I know I shouldn't have blown up on her like that but I, I couldn't help it.

She drives me mad.

Did I know this relationship would have it's problems? Yes, of course I did.

I missed her.

I missed the way she held me in her arms at night and the way she kissed my lips.

I missed the sound of her beautiful laugh, the sound of her breathing.

I missed her.

I wanted to text her but I don't think I should.

She probably doesn't want to hear from me anyways.

I really messed up.

My mother was having a rough patch, she was cranky and she couldn't remember me at all.

She even asked who I was.

As I sit in this hotel room, I let my thoughts get the best of me.

What if I just called her to let her know I'm alright?

I pick my phone up and dial her number.

It rings for awhile until it doesn't.

"Hello?'' Her soft voice says and I immeditaly feel myself calm down.

"Hey.." I say.

My voice hoarse from how over tired I am.

Turns out I don't sleep as well when I'm not next to her.

"Spencer?" Her soft, beautiful angelic voice says and I feel myself smile.

"That's my name, don't wear it out!" I say awkwardly but I hear her chuckle on the other end of the phone.

"I missed the sound of your voice.."

"Spencer, I missed the sound of yours too."

I smile at her words and lay down on my bed, looking up at the ceiling.

"How's your mom doing?" She asks and i sigh.

"How'd you know I was in Vegas?"

"Penelope told me." She says and I nod.

"Ah, that sounds about right."

"But seriously Spencer, how is she? I know the last time you were there it wasn't good. Is she feeling better?" She asks and I smile at this.

She cares about my mothers well being and always asks how she is whenever I come to visit her in Vegas.

"Not good, she didn't even know who I was."

"Spencer I'm so sorry about that, and the way I acted when you left."

"No I'm sorry, I shouldn't have stomped out on you like that, I should've just sat down and had a mature conversation with you." I say.

I was really sorry.

I should have just apologized, not left.

"Spencer it's okay, we both were upset...." She explains and I smirk.

"..just, please come home." She begs on the other end of the phone.

"Of course, I'll be home tomorrow night sometime." I tell her.

"I love you Spencer and I'm so sorry." She says again.

"It's okay y/n please stop apologizing." I say chuckling.

"I can't help it, I'm going to bed though so goodnight Spencer."

"Goodnight y/n, I love you."

"I love you too." She replies and before I know it, the calls over.

I book myself a flight for tomorrow morning.

I smile as I feel my phone vibrate next to me.

It's y/n.

"I miss you." The text says and I smile.

"I miss you too" I type as I set my alarm and head to bed.

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