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Summary: reader comes to a decision

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Summary: reader comes to a decision.

I'm pregnant.

I'm 4 weeks, exactly a month and I'm..terrified.

Don't get me wrong, an abortion is not an awful idea but I think I'd feel incredible guilty.

Spencer told me he would support me no matter my decision and I love him for that, I just I'm scared.

I keep asking myself if kids is something I truly don't want, if so I won't have my baby.

But of course if I start to think about it, Spencer is 37 and I'm 24, if we want kids now would be the best time for us to have them.

"Spencer." I say as I sit in the Doctors chair.

Spencer looks over at me, his beautiful brown she's meeting mine.

"I think I- I think I want to keep the baby." I whisper.

I look away from him. I cannot stand to look into his eyes. I am scared he will be angry I am deciding to keep it, maybe he doesn't want to start a life with me. Maybe he wants someone else someone more..experienced.

I feel his hands on my chin and he lift sit up so my eyes are meeting his.

"I'm so proud of you." He whispers.

"For what?"

"Making a decision." He says as he leans in and kisses my lips ever so softly.

I pull away and look into his eyes.

"Spencer I'm scared."

"Me too, I'm not cut out to be a dad I can barely babysit Henry." He admits and i laugh.

This is true, one time me and Spencer had to babysit him when I first joined the team and it was...interesting.

Flashback

4 years ago.

"Thank you guys so much for babysitting Henry, me and  Will need a night out."

"Of course Jennifer!"

"Please just call me JJ."

"O-oh yeah sorry." I say as I look down at my feet.

"What time should he go to bed?" Spencer speaks up.

"9:00 sharp. If he stays up later than that he gets very hyper."

"Okay."

"Sounds easy enough." I say.

"Thank you guys again, I'll see you later!"

"Bye JJ!" I say as I save goodbye and Spencer just shoots me an evil glare.

What the hell is this guys problem.

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