Summary: reader comes to a decision.
—I'm pregnant.
I'm 4 weeks, exactly a month and I'm..terrified.
Don't get me wrong, an abortion is not an awful idea but I think I'd feel incredible guilty.
Spencer told me he would support me no matter my decision and I love him for that, I just I'm scared.
I keep asking myself if kids is something I truly don't want, if so I won't have my baby.
But of course if I start to think about it, Spencer is 37 and I'm 24, if we want kids now would be the best time for us to have them.
"Spencer." I say as I sit in the Doctors chair.
Spencer looks over at me, his beautiful brown she's meeting mine.
"I think I- I think I want to keep the baby." I whisper.
I look away from him. I cannot stand to look into his eyes. I am scared he will be angry I am deciding to keep it, maybe he doesn't want to start a life with me. Maybe he wants someone else someone more..experienced.
I feel his hands on my chin and he lift sit up so my eyes are meeting his.
"I'm so proud of you." He whispers.
"For what?"
"Making a decision." He says as he leans in and kisses my lips ever so softly.
I pull away and look into his eyes.
"Spencer I'm scared."
"Me too, I'm not cut out to be a dad I can barely babysit Henry." He admits and i laugh.
This is true, one time me and Spencer had to babysit him when I first joined the team and it was...interesting.
—
Flashback
4 years ago.
"Thank you guys so much for babysitting Henry, me and Will need a night out."
"Of course Jennifer!"
"Please just call me JJ."
"O-oh yeah sorry." I say as I look down at my feet.
"What time should he go to bed?" Spencer speaks up.
"9:00 sharp. If he stays up later than that he gets very hyper."
"Okay."
"Sounds easy enough." I say.
"Thank you guys again, I'll see you later!"
"Bye JJ!" I say as I save goodbye and Spencer just shoots me an evil glare.
What the hell is this guys problem.
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Fuck you Spencer Reid (𝓻𝓮𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓷)
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