chapter 11

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Derek's pov:
I put my hands on her shoulders, pushing her away. "Addison what the hell?" I say "my girlfriend is upstairs.. mark is outside" I say angrily. "Mark is not my boyfriend.. we're dating, kinda.. not official.. and girlfriend? Seriously? She works at a cafe" she says.

Meredith's pov:
I wipe my eyes. I take a deep breath, standing up. I walk downstairs.

"She's just a waitress" I hear Addison say. I hide behind the corner. "She's not just a waitress.." he says. "How? What is she that I'm not?" Addison says. "She's beautiful and clever and funny and.. she- she's perfect" he says. My eyes fill with tears. "You used to think I was perfect" Addison says. "I did.." he says. My heart starts beating fast. "But.. you- you cheated on me Addison.. with my best friend. Even if I did still love you.." he says. Tears run down my cheeks.

"I don't trust you.. I trust her.. meredith would never do that to me.. you did" he says. "Oh" Addison says. "What?" He whispers. "You- I just- you never.. you never talked about me that way" she says. "I didn't feel the same way" he whispers. "You loved me" she says. "I did" he says. "Oh" she says quietly. I put my hand on my stomach as I feel butterflies I'm so nervous.

"Addison you're great.. and I really want us to be friends but.. I'm with meredith" he says. "..okay" she whispers. "Friends?" He asks. "Friends" she says. "You're falling for her.. huh?" she whispers. I can hardly breathe. My heart feels like it just exploded in my chest. "I'm sorry addie" he whispers. "Me too" she whispers. I run upstairs quietly.

I walk Into the bathroom. I wipe my tears, washing my face so he won't know I was crying. I dry my face and walk out, sitting on my bed. Derek walks into the apartment. I smile at him. "Hi baby" I say. He walks over to me. I look up at him as he stands infront of me.

He bends down, putting his hands on my cheeks, kissing me passionately. I moan as his tongue explores my mouth. I run my fingers through his hair. He pulls away slowly. Is he going to tell me? I thought- "I need to tell you something" he says. Oh thank god.

"Mm?" I say. He sits next to me. "Don't hate me" he says. I look at him. "Addison kinda just.. kissed me" he says. "What?" I try to act shocked. I don't want him to know that I saw or he'll know I heard what he said about me and I want him to tell me when he's ready. "Did you.. kiss her back?" I ask quietly. I actually don't know weather he did or not. He shakes his head. "Of course not" he says.

"Okay" I say. "Okay?" He raises his brow. "Okay" I say. "You're not mad?" He says. "Its not your fault.. if she kissed you then.." I trail off. He kisses me softly. "Thankyou" he says. "What for?" I ask. "For being amazing" he says. "That's just my personality" I role my eyes, grinning. He chuckles, kissing me again.

"You wanna go to bed?" He asks. "Can I have your shirt back?" I smile. He smiles, taking off his shirt and passing it to me. "Hey" I say, standing up "Why do we literally never stay at your place?" I ask. "Because I always come to the cafe" he chuckles "we should start staying at mine more though" he says. "Mm" I say.

I pull off my clothes, putting on his shirt. He pulls off his clothes, putting on his pyjama bottoms. We get into bed next to eachother. "You still haven't seen my trailer yet" he says. He strokes my hair back with his hand. I shake my head. "You know.. I've never brought anyone to my trailer.. not even Addison" he says. "you wanna bring me?" I ask. "Yeah" he says. I smile.

"I was wondering.." he strokes my cheek with his thumb "do you wanna come to a party thing with me?" He asks. "Party?" I say. "Mm.. more of a ball or whatever" he says "..a work thing" he says. "A mafia work thing" I say. "Mm" he says. "You know.. I'm not really good with formal things" I say. "I'm sure you'll be fine" he chuckles softly. "I would love to come with you" I say. "Okay" he smiles. "I'll take you shopping tomorrow? Get you a new outfit?" He asks. "Oh you don't have to-" I say. "Mer" he smiles. "Okay" I say. He kisses me softly on the lips. I wrap my arms around him, snuggling into him. We fall asleep.

The next day:
Me and derek are walking through the mall. We've been in about 50000 shops and still haven't found the right dress. He has bought me some heels, hair clips, makeup and a new purse though. "Here?" I ask, pointing at a shop. "Meredith I'm going to die in a second" he says. I chuckle. "You can sit down when I'm in the changing room" I giggle. We walk into the shop. I pick up a few dresses and go into the changing room. He sits outside for me.

"What about this?" I walk out in a red dress. He nods. "Nah" I walk back into the changing room. I hear him whine. I chuckle, getting changed again. I look in the mirror. "I love this one" I walk out. He looks at me. I walk over to him. "What do you think?" I ask. He puts his hands on my waist, pulling me closer. I'm stood between his legs. "You look gorgeous" he says "and very very sexy" he trails his hands up to my face, pulling me down and kissing me softly. I smile. I kiss him again, more passionately.

"Okay go and get changed so I can pay and we can go" he says. I chuckle. He slaps my ass, making me giggle as I walk away. I get changed back into my normal clothes. He pays for the dress. "Thankyou baby" I kiss him softly. "You're welcome" he kisses me again. He picks up the bags and we walk out.

"I'm gonna go to the toilets I'll be right back okay?" He says. "Okay.. I can take the bags if you want" I say. "Thanks" he gives me the bags. He walks into the toilets. I look behind me. I smirk, walking into Victoria secret. I quickly go to the lingerie section, picking out some things I think he'd like and paying. I paid with my own card obviously, seeing as he bought me all that other stuff. I walk out. Derek walks out of the toilets. He takes the bags off of me. "Ready to go?" He asks. I nod. We entwine out fingers as we walk to the car and drive back to his place.

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