merder mafia leader in love

chapter 62

"Derek I don't want you to go" I sob. "I'm sorry baby, I have to.. Mark got shot.. he can't, I have to" he says. "No!" I yell. "Yes" he says. I pull everything out of his suitcase, throwing it onto the floor.

He grabs my arms, rage in his eyes as he pulls me close. "Stop acting like a goddamn child.. I have to do this.. its for my job" he whispers harshly. "You're hurting me" I cry. He let's go. I run into the bathroom.

Derek's pov:
I sigh, packing my bag again. I get all my stuff together and get one of my guys to take it to my car.

I knock on the bathroom door. "Mer, honey" I say softly. I hear her quiet sobs through the door. "Baby, I have to go.. can I kiss you goodbye?" I ask.

She doesn't answer. "Honey please" I whisper. She opens the door slowly. "I don't want you to go" she says. "I know" I say. "Three months, derek.. and it could be longer" she says. "No longer than a year" I whisper.

Tears run down her cheeks. "Don't go" she says. "I have to" I say. "You don't have to.. you choose to.. you choose your job over me.. again" she says. "Mer-" I say.

"If you go, then we're over" she looks down. "Meredith if I don't go.. I could lose my job!" I say firmly. "And if you do then you'll lose me" she says. "Are you being fucking serious?" I say.

"It feels like shit, having you pick your job over me.. all the time!" She says. "It was my father's company before mine.. my mom was fine with it.. what the hell is your problem?" I say.

"Then your mom's a lot stronger than me.. I dont want to be alone for that long" she says tearfully. "You have your friends, baby.. and milo" I say. "But not you" she sobs. I sigh.

"I won't break up with you, I'm sorry.. you- you should go" she says. I look into her eyes. "I'm just upset.. but not at you.. or relationship is fine.. good, I promise.. just go" she says quietly. I sigh.

"Pack your stuff" I say. "What?" She asks. "Pack your stuff up quickly.. now" I say. "I can come with you?" Her eyes light up.

"You have to understand the danger you will be in if you do.. are you okay with that? I cannot be in the hotel room to protect you the whole time either" I put my hands on her cheeks.

"Yes.. I want to come with you.. I'll be okay" she says. "Okay.. Pack your bags.. get milo and i'll wait for you outside" I kiss her cheek. She puts her hands on my cheeks, kissing me passionately.

I go outside and get in the car. She comes outside a few minutes later, my guys carrying her bags for her. They put them in the car. She sits next to me. The driver starts the car.

She rests her head on the door, looking out of the window as we drive.

Meredith's pov:
I smile, stroking his hair gently as he rests his head on my lap, laying on the carseats. He pushes his face into my stomach.

"I hate fighting" I whisper. "Me too" he mumbles. "I'm sorry" I say. "Me too" he says. "I love you" I say. "Me too" he mumbles. I hit his head softly. "What the fuck" he pulls away. "Say it properly" I say. He chuckles.

"I love you" he kisses me softly. I grin. "Where's milo?" He asks. "The guy put him in the back.. he's in his cage" I say.

"Baby, I would never choose anything over you.. I hope you know that.. work is important to me but you're the best part of my life, by far" he whispers. "And milo" I say. He chuckles. I smile.

He kisses me passionately. The kiss quickly gets heated and we get up. I climb onto his lap, straddling him.

We moan against eachothers lips quietly as I sit directly ontop of the bulge in his pants, grinding against him slightly. I pull away from his lips slowly, stopping. I giggle.

"I love you" I wrap my arms around his neck, kissing his cheek. "So much" I kiss him again. "Please don't get hurt" he whispers. "I will try my absolute best" I smile.

"I'm having one of my guys stay with you all the time when I'm gone.. and if anything happens to me-" he says. "Nothing will happen to you" I say. "But if it does then just.. go back with my guys, not by yourself.. okay?" He says. I nod.

"Thankyou for letting me come with you" I kiss his cheek. "Well I didn't want you to be upset" he whispers. "Upset? What gave you that impression?" I say jokingly. He glares at me. I giggle.

We get on Derek's jet and finally get to the hotel there. Its a nice hotel with lots of security. It's five stars and me and derek have the best room there, on the top floor.

We go up to the room in the elevator and get unpacked. Well, I unpack as derek sits on the couch on his laptop.

"You could help, you know?" I say. "Youre doing a great job baby.. i love you" he says. I chuckle, shaking my head.

"Oh my god, baby" I say. "Mhm?" He says. "This is a water bed" I say, looking at it. "Yes" he says. I climb on it, sitting on my knees, moving up and down. I giggle.

"What are you doing?" He chuckles, walking into the room. "Its fun" I say. "You know milo is definitely going to pop this, right?" I say. "Crap" he says.

"Its okay.. we just won't let him in the bedroom" I say. "Okay" he closes the door, leaving milo in the living room.

"We don't have to right now" I say. "Don't we?" He smirks, walking towards me. "We've never had sex on a watered before" I smirk, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"No, we havent" he smirks, picking me up, gently laying me down onto the bed. I giggle as he climbs ontop of me. I put my hands on his waist as he kisses me passionately.