merder mafia leader in love

chapter 155

Me and derek are in bed. We haven't done anything yet, we've only just got the babies to bed and he ripped off my clothes and threw me under the covers before I could even process what was happening.

We're making out under the covers. He's ontop of me. I wrap my legs around his waist. I moan quietly against his lips as I feel his erection pressed against me.

I pull away slowly. "I need to pee" I gently push him away. He keeps kissing my neck. I giggle. "Der, I'll be right back" I sit up. He sighs.

I get up out of bed, naked. He smiles, watching me. "Stop looking at me" I giggle, covering my stomach with my arms, blushing. I pull a blanket around me.

"Come here baby" he gently pulls me closer. I kneel on the bed infront of him. He sits up. "You're beautiful" he looks into my eyes. I lean closer and kiss him.

He pulls me ontop of him, laying back down. "I need the bathroom first baby" I giggle. He rolls us over so I'm on my back. I let out a small moan as he sucks on my nipple gently.

"You're going to get a mouth full of milk if you're not careful" I giggle. He chuckles. He kisses my neck instead.

I push him off of me and roll us back over so I'm straddling him. "Let me go to the bathroom" I glare at him. "Okay" he chuckles. I get up and walk to the bathroom.

I pee quickly, flush and wash my hands. I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I put my hands on my stomach, feeling the stretch marks. "Babbbbyyyy, I miss you!" Derek whines impatiently.

"I'm coming der" I say. I run my hands down my body. I take a deep breath. Derek loves my body. He does. He tells me all the time he does. It's okay. It's fine..

I walk out of the bathroom. I climb ontop of him, straddling his thighs. He kisses me, putting his hands on my thighs.

Derek's pov:
I run my hands up to her hips as our tongues fight. I feel something wet against my cheek. I pull away from her slowly as I realise.

"My love, why are you crying?" I put my hands on her cheeks. "I'm not" she sniffles, wiping her cheeks. "Talk to me" I say.

"I don't like my stretch marks.. they're ugly" she pushes her face into my shoulder. I knew she'd break down about this eventually. She's been so upset about them.

"They're not ugly" I sigh. She cries into my skin. "You're just being nice" she says. I pull her away from me so I can look at her face.

"You know when I come home with scars and bruises?" I point at my stomach. She nods. "You tell me that they're not ugly.. are you lying?" I ask. She shakes her head.

"Its the same thing baby, I'm not lying to you either.. I think they're beautiful" I say. She looks down.

"Why don't you like them?" I ask. "I'm scared you'll find someone more attractive than me" she says quietly. "Never gonna happen" I say.

"What if one day when some random girl is flirting with you, you just realise that you want her.. she's prettier than your wife and you'd rather have her" she says. "Fuck off, meredith.. that's never going to happen" I say.

"Everyone is attracted to you.. its unfair and annoying and it makes me really self conscious" she says. "Theres nothing I can do about that baby, I'm sorry" I say.

"Be more ugly!" She exclaims. I chuckle. "You want me to be uglier?" I ask. She shakes her head slowly. I smile.

"I'm really sorry, I ruined our night" she sighs. "You didn't ruin anything" I hug her.

"Der" she cuddles into me. "Yeah?" I rub her back. "Can we just sleep tonight? I'm not in the mood anymore" she asks. "Of course baby" I sigh quietly.

"Are you angry?" She asks. "No, I'm not angry" I pull her under the covers with me. She cuddles into me. I move back slightly so she can't feel my erection against her.

"Cuddle me" she frowns. "Sorry" I pull her close again. "I'm sorry" she sighs as she feels my erection against her stomach. "Its okay" I chuckle softly.

"I love you" she mumbles into my chest. "I love you" I stroke her hair until she falls asleep. After she falls asleep, I get up and go to the bathroom to help myself out before I can go to sleep erection free.