merder mafia leader in love

chapter 13

Meredith's pov:
I'm walking quickly down the streets. Tears stream down my cheeks as I try to hold myself together. "Meredith!" He calls after me. "Leave me alone!" I shout. "Mer!" He catches up to me. "Just leave me alone derek!" I turn around to him. "Baby it's cold let me give you my jacket" he takes off his jacket. "I don't want your jacket" I continue walking down the street. Tears run down my cheeks as he puts his jacket over my shoulders. I stop walking. I turn to face him.

"Can I explain?" He says. "No" I say. "Mer-" he says. "What the hell derek? Twice.. she's kissed you twice! How does she even do that? You're like 6"4.. she's about 5"0 you must've had some fucking participation.. she wouldn't have even been able to fucking reach you unless you wanted her to!" I shout. "I'm 6"5" he mumbles. I turn around, walking away again. "No.. no baby listen please" he puts his hand on my shoulder. I wrap his jacket around me. I'm soaked. I turn around. "What?!" Tears stream down my cheeks. "I'm sorry.. I'm so so sorry" he puts his hands on my cheeks, wiping my tears with his thumbs "Don't cry" he says softly. I put my hands on his, pulling them away from my face. "Don't" I say.

"I didn't want her to kiss me meredith.. I swear.. I don't want her" he says "I want you" he puts his hands back on my cheeks. "Do you?" I look at him. I pull his hands away again. "Because she's kissed you.. twice now.. you ignore me for two days and then just come back like its nothing and you didn't even tell me what your job was" I say. "Meredith you know that I want you" he says. "No I don't.. I dont know that. Why would I know that? Have you ever told me that before?" I say. He looks into my eyes. "Do you feel the same way about me than I do about you? Or am I wasting my time here? Because if I'm just a rebound to get over your ex then tell me now" I say. "Meredith.." he puts his hands on my waist, under his jacket "I do want you.. you're not a rebound.. Addisons my friend" he says.

"Damn it derek" I pull the jacket off of me, passing it to him and walking away again. "What? Meredith" he says. "You can't have both derek" I continue walking. He grabs my arm gently, pulling me back. "Shes in love with you.. if you keep hanging around with her and talking to her.. those feelings are not going to go away.. you can't have both of us" I say. "Mer" he says. "Its her or me derek.." I say quietly. "I want you.. I only want you" he says. "You do?" I whisper. "I do" he says. "Promise?" Tears run down my face. "I promise" he says.

I look at him. He smiles small. I scrunch his shirt in my hand, pulling him down. "Kiss me" I whisper. He puts his hands on my face, leaning down. We keep eye contact, our faces centimetres apart. I close my eyes, putting my hands on his waist as he kisses me deeply. I trail my hands up his body, wrapping my arms around his neck. His trail down to my waist, picking me up. Our lips never separate as I wrap my legs around his waist. We pull away from the kiss slowly. "Here baby" he passes me his jacket. He holds onto me as I let go of him, putting on his jacket. Its really baggy on me. I cover my hands with the sleeves, grabbing his face and kissing him again.

"I'm sorry baby" I whisper. "For what?" He asks. "Being so.. I dunno.. insecure" I say quietly. "Don't apologise.. trust me if it would've been the other way around, the guy would've been dead already" he says. I chuckle. "You can talk to Addison.. I know you and mark are friends and if-" I say. "No.. I won't talk to her anymore. She did it on purpose.. she knew you were stood there.. she wanted to hurt you.. I hate her" he says. I kiss him on the cheek before wrapping my arms around his neck and cuddling him. He wraps his arms tighter around my waist. "Can you call your driver now.. I'm freezing" I giggle. He chuckles. "Mm" he nods. He puts me down. I wrap my arms around him, cuddling Into him as he calls his driver. He wraps his arm around me, holding me close. He puts down his phone.

We get in the car and drive back to his apartment. I get changed into one of his shirts and he gets changed into a pair of pyjama bottoms, shirtless. We get into bed. I'm scrolling through my phone. "Mer" he says. "Yes baby?" I put down my phone, looking at him. I lay down next to him so we're facing eachother. "I- I didn't mean to make you feel like you- like I didn't feel the same way about you.. than you do about me.. coz I do" he says. "I know.. I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you feel bad" I say softly. "I just- I'm trying, you know.. its di-" he looks into my eyes. "Mm?" I run my fingers through his hair. "I guess it's kinda difficult for me to show my feelings for someone.. or whatever but I really am trying" he says quietly. I smile small. "I know you are" I whisper. "I keep hurting you.. I'm really sorry" he says softly. "Its okay baby.. you're worth it" I whisper, smiling.

"I got you something" he says. "What?" I ask. He rolls over, grabbing something off of the bedside table. He passes me a small long blue box. I sit up. I open the box. I gasp quietly. It's a diamond neckelace. "Is this real?" I ask. "Of course.. the best for my darling" he kisses me on the cheek. I smile brightly. "I- thankyou so much baby" I kiss him softly "I love it" I kiss him again, more passionately. I close the box, putting it on the bedside table. He kisses me again softly. We lay back down. I smile. He smiles back at me, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close. I wrap my arms around his waist, snuggling into his chest. I finally fall asleep.

The neckelace: