chapter 152

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These past couple of weeks have been hell. Me and derek love Melissa so much already, but we're exhausted.

"I don't want to go gwandma house" lilia says. "Lily just go and put your shoes on!" I yell. She starts crying and runs away.

"Mer, you shouldn't snap at her.. she's scared enough as it is that Melissa is some sort of replacement daughter or something" Derek sighs. "I know, I'm just so stressed" I say.

He hugs me. When derek hugs me, for those few seconds, it's like all my problems go away. He pulls away and all of them come back.

"I'll go and apologise" I say, going to lilias room. "I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to snap at you.. mommy is just stressed" I kneel down to her. I help her put her shoe on before hugging her. She hugs me back tight.

"I love you" I say. "I wove you too mommy" she says. I pick her up. "You want to stay with me and daddy instead?" I ask. She nods enthusiastically. "Okay" I say. She smiles.

I carry her into the living room. "Baby! You're not supposed to be lifting her.. your stitches" he picks her up instead. I roll my eyes. "No, I'm being serious.. don't do that" he says. "I'm fine" I say.

"She's staying with us" I say. "Yessss!" He holds her in the air, above his head. She giggles. He pulls her back down and kisses her nose.

"Can you get the baby then?" I ask. He puts lilia down. I hold her hand. "Where going?" She asks. "To work baby, just to see uncle Mark.. not to actually work" I say. "Oh, uncwe mawk" she smiles, jumping up and down excitedly.

Once we arrive at work, we go straight to marks office. "Uncwe mawk!" Lilia runs over to him. "Hello princess" he picks her up, hugging her.

"Did you see my new sister?" She points at Melissa, who derek is holding. "She's so cute" he says. Lilia nods.

"You're still my favourite though" he whispers. She giggles. He puts her down. "Wash your dirty hands first" I say. He rolls his eyes, going to the bathroom. He comes back. Derek hands him the baby to hold.

"Can me and der go for a walk?" I ask. "Yeah, I've got the little baby" he says in a silly voice, looking at her. I giggle. "Will you be okay with uncle mark for two minutes?" I look at lilia. She nods.

I hold Derek's hand. We leave and go for a walk, just around the office. "How are you feeling?" He asks. "Tired" I say. "Me too" he says.

I open his office door and we walk in. He sits on his couch. "Come here" he holds his arms open. I sit on his lap, hugging his neck as he hugs my waist.

"Babe" I say. "Mhm?" He asks. "I'm glad that our marriage didn't change.. After kids" I say. "Me too.. but I always knew it wouldn't" he says.

"Some marriages do" I say. "Not ours.. we love eachother too much" he says. "Yeah" I smile.

"Its gonna take a while for my body to get back to its original state.. I'm so ugly now" I sigh. "Don't ever say that about yourself! You're fucking beautiful" he says.

I pull up my shirt slightly to show him the loose skin on my stomach. "You're gorgeous.. our baby was in there" he puts his hand on my stomach. I kiss him softly.

"I love you" I look into his eyes. "I love you too" he says. I kiss him again. I put my hands on his cheeks as this very quickly turns into a heated makeout session.

It's been so long since I've made out with him. At least three weeks. I missed it. "I never knew how much I could miss having someone's tongue in my mouth" I say, pulling away.

He chuckles. "Come here" he pulls me back to kiss me again. I smile against his lips.

We pull away eventually to catch our breaths. I giggle, looking into his eyes. He smiles.

"We should go" I get up. "In a minute" he pulls me back down gently. "Oh" I giggle, looking down at the bulge in his trousers.

"Do you want me to.." I smile. "Really?" He asks. "Of course" I giggle, kneeling infront of him. He leans down and kisses me. I undo his trousers.

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I laugh as we walk back to marks office hand in hand. "Stop" I nudge him playfully as he whispers something into my ear.

"Stop skipping.. you're going to rip open your stitches or something" he chuckles. "You have to stop worrying.. I'm in no pain at all" I roll my eyes.

"Why are you so happy?" He smiles at me. I grab his shoulders and pull on him. He leans down to me. "Because I just gave you a blowjob" I whisper in his ear, giggling. He chuckles.

He kisses me. We walk into marks office. We stop as we see that both of the babies are crying and Mark is trying to calm them down.

"Mark, what did you do?" I ask. "Nothing! The baby started crying and then Lily started crying because the baby was crying" he says. We chuckle.

"Come here baby" Derek kneels down. Lilia runs over and hugs him. He picks her up.

"Why is baby upset?" She wipes her tears. "She's just hungry, my love" he says, kissing her head.

"Theres a bottle in the bag, mark" I walk over. "I'm sorry" he says. "Its okay" I chuckle, hugging him. He looks so stressed.

"We shouldn't have left you for so long" I say. "Its alright" he says. I smile.

"Come here, my baby" I pick her up. I grab my blanket and cover myself so I can breastfeed her without anything showing. 

Lilia holds her arms out to mark. He picks her up. "When I see sal?" She asks. She's talking about mark and addison's daughter. "Whenever you want to" he says. "Now" she says. "Not now" he chuckles.

"Uncwe mawk" she puts her small hands on his cheeks. "Lilia" he looks at her. "I need see sal now" she says seriously. Me and derek chuckle.

"Sally is with her mommy right now at home" he says. "Uncwe mawk!" She yells. "Lilia!" He yells. She giggles.

I yawn. I look down at the baby and see she's done. I pull up my top and put the blanket back in the bag. We soon pack our bag, grab the babies and go back home.

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