merder mafia leader in love

chapter 167

"I'm gonna fucking kill him!" Derek paces back and forth infront of me. "Baby, calm down" I sigh, sitting on our bed.

"He hurt my little girl!" He points at lilia who's sat next to me crying. "He's four years old!" I say.

He kneels infront of her. "Its okay baby" he hugs her. It was lilias first day at preschool and a little boy started picking on her. She came home crying.

"What do you want me to do? I can kill his daddy" he says. "Derek!" I warn. "Yes, I think you should do that" she nods. I groan, rolling my eyes.

"Look at me baby" I put my hands on his cheeks. He looks at me. "She's a very strong little girl, she can handle it herself" I say. He looks at her again.

"What are you gonna do if he touches you?" He asks. "Punch him!" She says. "You're such a good girl" he kisses her face. She smiles, hugging him. He picks her up and hugs her tight.

"You tell that stupid little boy who your daddy is, okay? Nobody will ever ever harm my girl" he looks into her eyes. "Okay daddy" she says.

Lilia is the spitting image of derek. She was born with blonde hair and pink rosy lips, like mine.. but her hair grew darker and wavy and now the only thing she has of mine is her eyes. I don't mind though, derek is gorgeous.

"I want you to come with me tomowwow" she says. "I will" he says. "No, derek.. you're going to work" I say. He glares at me.

"Come on baby, you're going to bed" I pick her up. "No! She can stay here" he stands up and gently pulls me back.

"Please mommy" "please" "please" "please baby" they beg me. "No!" I yell. They both whine. I take her to her room and me and derek both kiss her goodnight.

"I love you lily" he says. "I love you daddy" she sighs. "I'll miss you" he cuddles her. "I miss you also" she says.

"Derek, come on" I say. "A bit longer" he says. "If you want 'cuddles' from mommy tonight then you'll come now" I say. He sighs, standing up. She frowns, waving at him as he walks away. I grab his hand and pull him out of the room.

"Why are you so mean?" He asks. "You need to stop babying her so much" I say. "She is my baby" he says. "She can look after herself.. I did when I was her age" I say.

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I smile, panting heavily out of breath. He literally knows how to rock my world every time we have sex. I pull the covers over my naked body.

I look at him. I sigh as I see he's zoned out. "Baby, hey" I put my hand on his cheek. He looks at me. "Don't worry about her.. she's fine" I smile.

"She's so much better than anyone else at that stupid school.. what if they make her insecure of that?" He asks. "It was one boy who said something to her.. did you know that she also made three new friends?" I ask. "Really?" He smiles. I nod.

"Three girls came up to her and started playing with her.. her mom's asked for a playdate sometime" I say. "She has friends" he smiles wider. "Yeah" I smile.

"Was the sex not good for you?" I frown. "I'm sorry, I'm just distracted" he says. "Its okay" I sigh.

It really upsets me when we're like this. We can't even both enjoy sex because one of us is worrying about something. I love our babies so much, but I never wanted kids to change our marriage.

"Hey, I'm really sorry" he puts his hand on my cheek. "Are you more focused now?" I ask. He smiles, nodding.

"Derek, are you getting bored of having sex with me?" I ask quietly, nervous for the answer. "No, literally never sweetheart.. are you?" He asks. I shake my head.

"Are you?" He asks seriously. "No! You make me feel really good everytime.. but I just feel really bad after when you don't look like you've enjoyed it as much as me.. it makes me feel like I'm failing my job" I say tearfully.

"You're not failing at anything.. you're incredible.. you're amazing and so sexy and gorgeous and amazing and-" he panics a bit. "Der" I stop him. "I love you" he says. "I love you too.. calm down" I whisper.

"You never disappoint me in bed, you're sexy as hell and you know exactly how to make me feel good.. don't ever think you're failing at that" he says. "Promise" I say. "I promise" he kisses me.

"I'm so sorry for making you feel like that" he puts his hands on my cheeks. "Its okay" I say. "I love you" he says. "I love you too" I giggle.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel bad for making me feel bad" I chuckle, hugging him. "Its okay.. we're both okay" he chuckles. I nod.

"Either way baby, all I care about is making you feel as good as I can anyway.. you know that" he says. "Yeah, I know.. but I feel the same way about you" I say. He smiles.

I lay down on the bed under the covers. "Come here" I lift them up. He climbs ontop of me. He snuggles into me. I smile. I kiss his cheek, running my fingers through his curls.

"Give me a kiss" he says. I kiss his lips. I grab his hair in my fists as our tongues dance slowly.

We pull away and look into eachothers eyes for a few seconds. "You are the most handsome guy in the whole world" I say. He smiles.

"You're the most gorgeous girl in the whole world" he says. "Then we're a good couple, huh?" I grin. "A very good couple" he grins. We both laugh.

I yawn. "Are you tired baby?" He chuckles, tickling my belly. I giggle, nodding. "Go to sleep" he says. "I want to stay up with you" I hug him tighter. "We can hang out all morning tomorrow" he says. "Really?" I ask. He nods. I smile.

I kiss him softly. "Night baby" I close my eyes. "Goodnight gorgeous" he says. I soon drift off.