merder mafia leader in love

chapter 161

I do up his trousers for him as he wipes my lips with his thumb for me to clean the cum off of me.

I look up at him and smile before standing up. "You okay?" I sit on his lap and hug his neck. He nods.

"Thank you gorgeous" he looks into my eyes. "It's okay" I whisper. He's been the sweetest guy ever these past few days. It's been three days since his grandma died.

We're in his office at work. I'm not working today, I just came in to visit him. The babies are with their babysitter.

"I love you" he whispers. "I love you" I put my hand on his cheek. Mark walks in. "Mark, knock" I say. "Since when we're you the boss?" He walks over. He hands derek some papers.

"I'm gonna go and get a coffee baby, do you want anything?" I ask. "Can I have a water please?" He runs his hand up my thigh. I smile, nodding. He kisses me softly. I get up.

I come back with our drinks and put them on his desk. He's sat with his head in his hands, his elbows resting on his desk.

"Der" I walk over to him. I stroke his back gently. He looks up at me. He looks sad.

"Do you want to take the rest of the day off?" I crouch infront of him. He puts his hands on my cheeks, looking into my eyes. I kiss him softly. I put my hands on his cheeks, deepening the kiss.

I pull away slowly. "Come on, let's go home" I stand back up. "No baby, it's okay.. can we just cuddle for a bit?" He pulls me onto his lap gently. "Are you sure?" I hug him. He nods.

"You want me to stay with you for a bit longer?" I stroke his cheek with my thumb. He nods. "Okay" I kiss his cheek.

I run my fingers through his hair. "Can I do any of this for you?" I pick up the papers. "Its fine darling" he takes it back.

His phone rings. He picks it up. "Derek shepherd.. what do you want?" He sighs. He smiles. "Hi sweetheart" he says. I smile as I realise who it is.

He puts the phone on loud speaker. "Hi lily" I say. "Hi mommy" she says. "What's up baby?" I ask. "I just missing daddy.. she let call you to speak to you" she says, talking about her babysitter.

"You're missing me?" He smiles. "Yes daddy, you be gone all day" she says. "I love you, lilia" he says. "I wove you too" she says.

"So you think I should come home to see you?" He asks. "Yes!" She yells happily. "Okay" he chuckles.

He sends everyone home for the day and we go home ourselves. We walk into the apartment.

"Daddddyyy!" Lilia runs over. He picks her up. She hugs him tight. "Thank you" I pay the babysitter. She leaves.

"I missed you so much" he squeezes her gently. I smile, picking up the baby from her cot as I see she's awake.

"I missed you too" he kisses her cheek. She stretches her arms and legs, yawning. He chuckles. I smile.

"You just wanted to see you babies, didn't you?" I gently rub his back as I see how much he's cheered up already. "I think so" he smiles. I kiss him softly.

"I'm sad I'm not the one who cheers you up anymore" I chuckle softly, resting my head on his shoulder. "You are, love.. you always cheer me up" he kisses my head. I look at him. He kisses me softly.

He goes to sit with lilia on the couch. They play games whilst I sit holding Melissa.

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It's later on in the night. "Babe" I moan as he thrusts in and out of me faster. He moans quietly into my ear.

My nails dig into his sides. I gently push my face into his chest as I feel his cum spilling into me.

He rolls off of me. He hasn't let me sleep all week. I wait until he goes to sleep to work. We stay up all night ever night having sex. He hasn't slept in ages. I'm really worried about him.

"Can we sleep now baby?" I cuddle into him. "One more round" he whispers. "der" I say quietly. "Please" he runs his hand up between my thighs. "Okay" I sigh. He climbs ontop of me and kisses me.

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My whole body is sweating. We've literally been at it for hours straight and I'm so achey. He's still inside me, slowly making out with me ontop of the covers.

I rest my forehead against his, moaning quietly. "Its alright" he whispers, stroking his hand up and down my thigh. He knows I'm overwhelmed.

We hear the baby crying over the monitor. He pulls out. He gets up and puts on his boxers. He goes into the babies room. I try to catch my breath whilst he's gone.

He comes back in. "She's okay" he climbs back into bed. "No! Please derek please, I don't want to again" I start crying as he leans close to me. "Baby I was just going to kiss you" he puts his hands on my cheeks.

My lip trembles as I look into his eyes. "What's wrong?" He whispers. "I haven't slept all night and I'm really sore and you haven't slept in weeks.. I'm really worried about you but you're not even opening up to me and you're wanting sex all the time and-" I blurt out all at once.

I sob quietly into his chest as he pulls me into his arms. "I'm looking after you and the babies at the same time, whilst still trying to take care of myself and its really overwhelming" I cry quietly.

"You don't have to look after me, baby.. I'm fine" he says. I sigh. "No you're not.. you've been so sad for the past few weeks" I say quietly.

"Its not your job to cheer me up" he says. "It literally is.. I'm your wife" I say.

"You're stressing yourself out.. it won't make me happy to see you like this" he puts his hands on my cheeks. I look into his eyes.

"I'm so sorry mer, i shouldn't have been keeping you up all night.. you just make me feel so much better" He says. I kiss him softly.

"You know you can say no to me, right? I'd never want to force you to do anything if you don't want to" he says. "You didn't force me.. I just wanted to make you happy" I say.

"I'm sorry" he hugs me tight. "Its okay" I say. "So no staying up tomorrow" he says. He looks disappointed. He'll have to stay up alone.

"Maybe we can stay up to watch a movie.. or makeout.. or both" I smile at him. He smiles. "I love you" he says. "I love you too" I say. He kisses me deeply.