merder mafia leader in love

chapter 170

Me and derek are in bed and he's under the covers, giving me some 'special attention'. "What's this, baby? Did you hurt yourself?" He asks in pure concern for me as he sees a small scar on my thigh.

"Its just where I cut myself whilst shaving, darling.. its fine" I smile at him, running my fingers through his curls as he kisses it a few times softly.

I'm sat up, leaning against the headboard in bed and he's laid on his belly with his face between my thighs.

I grab my phone as it buzzes. He takes it off of me and puts it back down. "Am I boring you?" He glares at me. "No" I say, stroking his hair gently. He climbs up my body and kisses my lips.

He sits next to me and pulls his shirt on before turning on the TV. I sigh quietly, pulling on one of his shirts to wear as a nightie.

Our sex lives aren't going so great at the moment. I don't even know why, it's just been so.. bumpy. Neither of us have been enjoying it that much. It makes me sad.

I lean in and kiss his cheek. "I love you" I whisper. "I love you more" he wraps his arm around my shoulder.

"Can you turn that off?" I sigh, cuddling into him. He turns the TV back off and cuddles into me instead.

"Can you get my vibrator?" I pull away from him. "Really?" He sighs. "Well, if you're not gonna do it.." I say. He reaches to the bedside table and grabs it.

"Like it's my fault you were on your phone" he says quietly, passing it to me. "I was checking to see if the kids needed us!" I raise my voice at him. The kids are with cristina and owen and I told her to text me if she needed anything.

"Whatever" he mumbles. "Do you want to go down on me then?" I ask, glaring at him. "Not anymore!" He yells. "Then shut up!" I yell back.

I put the vibrator aside and just lay down instead, hiding my face into my pillow.

A few minutes pass by before he gently puts his hand on my waist and leans down. "I'm sorry baby, I don't mean to be such an ass.. I just feel really shitty when you're not enjoying sex.. it makes me feel like im not good enough for you" he whispers.

"I was enjoying it, I didn't mean to make you feel shitty" I pout, looking at him with tears in my eyes. "I'm sorry, don't cry" he whispers, pulling me into his arms.

I wrap my arms around his neck and cry quietly into his shoulder. "I'm sorry" I sniffle. "Its okay baby, shh" he whispers, stroking my back.

"Can we try this again?" He whispers. I nod. "Yes please" my voice cracks. "Come here, baby" he pulls me ontop of him. I straddle his thighs. He kisses me.

I sigh heavily against his lips, deepening our kiss. I burst into tears again. "Darling" he sighs, pulling away. "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry" I wipe my tears before climbing off of his lap. I walk out of the room and go downstairs.

I scream, putting my hand on my chest as I see someone in the kitchen. "Ed, you scared me!" I sigh as I realise its just one of our security guards.

"I'm so sorry Mrs shepherd, I just came in to get a drink for one of the guards.. he passed out" he says. "Its okay" I say quietly.

Derek runs in. "Are you alright, baby?" He puts his hands on my waist, looking into my eyes. "Yeah, he just scared me" I say quietly, hugging him.

"Is everything okay, Ed?" Derek asks, hugging me back. "Yes, Mr shepherd.. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare Mrs shepherd" he says. "Its alright.. she spooks easy" he chuckles, kissing the top of my head. I smile, hitting him playfully.

"You're okay, aren't you darling?.. do you want to show Ed out?" He says softly, stroking my cheek with his thumb. I nod. I hold Derek's hand so he comes with me as I take Ed to the front door and open it from him.

"I'm gonna go and check on the other guard.. I'll be back in two seconds darling" he kisses my head.

"Go upstairs and get started with your vibrator for me baby, I'll be under the covers with you in five minutes.. I promise" he whispers. "Okay.. I love you" I say, letting go of his hand. He leaves. I close the door behind him.

I go upstairs and grab my vibrator before jumping into bed. I pull the covers over myself and pull down my panties.

Derek's pov:
"Bye guys" I say, walking into my house. I close the door behind me. I smile widely as I hear meredith moaning upstairs.

I pull off my shirt before running upstairs. I pull off my pyjama bottoms too before climbing into bed with her.