merder mafia leader in love

chapter 20

I wake up with a huge hangover in the morning. I get up, have a quick shower and get all my stuff together. I go to Derek's desk, grabbing my phone. I see a picture of me and derek on his desk. I start crying uncontrollably.

I finally calm myself down and grab the rest of my stuff, leaving. I get a cab to the cafe. I decide to take the day off, not opening the cafe. I go up to my apartment, getting changed into one of Derek's shirts that he left over and get into bed. I put on the notebook, which only makes me cry more because it reminds me of how derek cuddled me on our first date.

My phone starts ringing. "Hello?" I sniffle. "Meredith?" A guy says. "George? Hi" I clear my throat. Me and George are old friends. I haven't talked to him in a few weeks but me, cristina and a few of our other friends are close. "Are you okay?" He asks. "Yeah I'm fine" I say. "I was wondering if- uh you maybe wanted to- um.. hang out?" He asks. "Can you bring tequila?" I ask. "Sure" he chuckles. "Come to the cafe" I say. "Okay I'll see you soon" he says. "Bye" I say. "Bye" he hangs up. I unpause the notebook, crying again as soon as it comes back on.

The movie ends and I hear the bell on the cafe door. I wipe my eyes, going downstairs. I look in the mirror. I look like crap. I put a pair of Derek's joggers on that he left here and some fluffy socks before going downstairs.

"Hey george" I open the door. I grab the tequila out of his hand, walking over to the couch in the middle of the cafe and sitting down. "Hey mer" he sits next to me. I open the tequila bottle, taking a few gulps. "What's up with you?" He asks. "I'm fine" I say. He raises his brow. "My boyfriend broke up with me" I say. I take another gulp of tequila. "Are you okay?" He asks. "No" I tear up. I take a few more large gulps of tequila. Ive already downed about a third of the bottle. He wraps his arm around me, rubbing my shoulder. I lean back on the couch, drinking a bit more tequila. I feel the alcohol starting to affect me.

Me and George talk for a while and I drink a bit more. The cafe door opens. I look at it. "Derek!" I say drunkenly. He looks at me and then at george. I nudge george. "This is derek.. my ex" I whisper. George chuckles softly. "Go over to him" he whispers in my ear. "Good idea" I say. He chuckles.

"Hi der!" I stand up, walking over to him. I wrap my arms around his waist, hugging him. He chuckles softly, hugging me back. "Are you wearing my clothes?" He asks. "Mm" I nod. "Weirdo" he teases. "Ass' I say. He chuckles. "Meredith I'm gonna go.. you gonna be okay?" George says. "Mm" I nod. He leaves. I pull away from him slowly.

"You okay?" He puts his hands on my cheeks. I shake my head. "How much have you had to drink?" He asks. "Mm.. not much" I say. He looks over at the table. He puts his hands on my waist.

"Mer you've drank almost an entire bottle of tequila" he says. "I'm sad" I say. "Me too" he whispers. "You broke up with me" I say. "I know" he whispers.

"I hate you" tears run down my cheeks. "I know" he whispers. "You hurt me" I pull his hands off of me, walking over to the couch. I sit on the couch, grabbing the bottle of tequila.

"I'm sorry" he says. "Fuck you" I take a swig of tequila. "Mer-" he walks over to me, sitting next to me. "You broke up with me so I wouldn't get hurt but you hurt me" tears stream down my cheeks. "I don't want to hurt you meredith" he puts his hands on my cheeks. I look into his eyes. "You did" I say. "Mer-" he says. "You know.. I got asked out today" I take a sip of tequila. "By who? The guy that was here before? Was that a date?" He asks. I try to hide my grin. "No..by a guy who came into the cafe" I say

"he was hot" I take another swig of tequila. He was not. "What did you say?" He asks. "He gave me his number.. I might call him.. invite him over" I say. "W- that's good.. you should" he says. "Really? So you don't mind?" I look at him "you wouldn't care if.. if I let another guy kiss me.. or touch me.. or be inside me" I whisper "you wouldn't care about.. another guy pleasuring me.. making me cum" I whisper in his ear. "Damn it meredith" he grabs my face. I moan as he kisses me hungrly. I move onto his lap, straddling him as our tongues fight.

He pulls away from the kiss. "You are mine.. I am the only one who is going to make you cum.. got it?" He whispers harshly into my ear. He starts sucking on my neck. He puts his hands on my waist, grinding me against him. I moan as my clit rubs against his hard cock. "You're mine.. say it" he says. I try to hold back my loud moans as he starts grinding me faster against him. "Say it" he whispers. "Ohh I'm yours baby, I'm all yours" I whisper between moans.

"Stand up" he whispers, taking his hands off of my waist. I stand up. "You look so sexy In my clothes" he runs his hands up the shirt. "Liar" I giggle. "You do" he says. I grin. He pulls off his shirt I'm wearing. He starts sucking on my skin, down my cleavage to my stomach. He pulls off my bra. "the windows are open" I moan quietly. "I don't care" he says, kissing down my stomach. "People can see in" I say. "Lucky them" he says. I giggle. He holds my hand, kissing down my arm to my hand, sucking on my fingers. I moan quietly, watching him. He pulls the string on His joggers I'm wearing, pulling them down. He pulls down my panties. I kick them off.

He starts kissing down my stomach to my centre. I moan as he licks up and down my throbbing clit. "Oh you make me feel so good.. so fucking good" I moan quietly. He licks back up my stomach to my boobs, circling his tongue around my nipple. "Lay down" he says. He clears the coffee table. I lay down, completely naked ontop of the coffee table. I reach down, grabbing the bottle of tequila. I take take sip. He grins, taking it off of me. "Lay back" he says. I lay fully down, resting my head on the table.

He pours the tequila onto my boobs. I gasp quietly at the coolness. He licks my boobs, sucking off the liquid. He starts sucking on my nipples, making me moan quietly. He pours it all down my stomach. I gasp as it trinkles down my centre. He goes to the end of the table, his face between my legs. He licks up my body. "Mm" I run my fingers through his hair as he sucks on my skin. I bend my legs, my feet on the table as he moves down to my centre.

I moan quietly as he licks up and down my wet foulds. I run my fingers through his hair, my back arching as he thrusts his tongue into me. I let out quiet moans as he starts thrusting his tongue in and out of me. "Ohh derr" I moan, my back arching and my head falling further back as he speeds up his movements. My legs threaten to close but he pushes them further apart.

"Ohh there baby yesss" I pant as he hits the right spot. "Ohhhh" I moan as I feel myself getting closer. Just as I'm about to cum, he pulls away. "No! no.. derekkk" I whine. he chuckles. I moan loudly as he thrusts two of his fingers into me. "Ohhh!!! ohhhh yesssss!!! fuccckkkk yesssss!!!" I cry out in pleasure as he thrusts his fingers in and out of me fast, hitting all the right spots. I gasp, my back arching as he adds another finger. "Ohhhhhhh!!!! Fuccccckkkkkk!!! Uhhhh!!" I cry out in pleasure as I cum violently. He pulls his fingers out, flicking my clit back and forth with his tongue, letting me ride out my orgasm. I let out a quiet moan. He licks me clean as I try to catch my breath.

I finally catch my breath and sit up. "You fucking asshole" I say. "What?" He chuckles. "Why have you never done that before?" I say. He chuckles. "You like that?" He says. I don't answer him, I just pounce ontop of him, kissing him hungrly. He lays back onto the floor, me ontop of him. He rolls us over so hes hovering over me, kissing me passionately. He pulls away. "I'll take that as a yes" he chuckles. "I love you" I say. "That good huh?" He grins. I giggle.

"No seriously.. I love you derek" I whisper. He looks into my eyes, smiling. "I love you too" he says. I put my hands on his cheeks, kissing him passionately. He rests his forehead against mine. We look into eachothers eyes. "Don't ever break up with me again" I whisper. "I'm sorry.. you know I was just trying to protect you" he says. "I know" I say. "I just.. couldn't stay away from you" he smirks. I giggle. "Good" I whisper. He kisses me passionately. I reach down, undoing his trousers.