merder mafia leader in love

Chapter 173

Me and Derek are in bed together. He's watching tv and I'm quite tired, so I'm just cuddling him. I'm laid between his legs and he's sat up, running his fingers through my hair.

"Babe" he whispers. I look up at him and we smile at eachother. He puts his hands on my cheeks. "You're gorgeous" he says in a silly voice. I grin. He stares into my eyes for a few seconds.

"Come here darling" he leans down. I kiss him softly. "I love you" I kiss his stomach softly. He smiles. "Can you carry our next baby?" I rub his belly gently, where his hard abs are. "I would if I could mer" he chuckles.

"It's so unfair.. your body is so sexy still, and mine is-" I say. "Yours is amazing" he pulls me up. I straddle his lap and he puts his hands on my waist. "Your body is incredible baby, you're gorgeous" he kisses me.

I'm wearing one of his shirts and he's only wearing pyjama bottoms. "Do I turn you on still? Even with stretch marks" I pull up the shirt slightly to look at my belly. "Yes" he says immediately. I smile.

"You turn me on" I scan his body with a smirk on my face. "I know" he grins. "Everything you do turns me on.." I giggle. "I know" he chuckles. He could genuinely just be stood doing nothing and I'd probably mount him.

"You're sexy" I say. "I know" he says. "Stop saying that!" I giggle. He smiles "i think it's really cute how attracted you are to me baby.. I feel the exact same way about you" he whispers. "You do?" I hug his neck. "Definitely.. you're gorgeous" he whispers. I smile.

He leans in slowly to kiss me. I sigh against his lips as I hear a small knock on the door. "Mama!" Lilia says. "Yeah baby?" I get up. "I sleep with you" she walks in as soon as I open the door. "No-" I sigh. "Hi daddy" she holds her arms up to him. He chuckles, lifting her onto the bed. She climbs ontop of him and lays on his chest as soon as he gets comfortable again. I giggle.

"My baby" he says in a silly voice, hugging her tight. She giggles. "I missed you so much daddy" she says. "In the two hours you've been in your own bedroom.. you missed me that much?" He teases. She nods. We both smile.

"I missed you too, baby" he whispers. "Dada" she sits up, so she's just sat on his waist. "Yeah?" He looks into her eyes. "Do you know that chawlie asked my mommy on a date?" She asks. "Lilia" I whine, leaving the room immediately. "What?" I hear him ask her.

"When she pick me up fwom my nuwsewy the other days" she says. "Really baby?" He asks. "Yep" she says. "Is that tommys dad?" He asks. "Yep" she says.

"Babe come back" he says. "Don't shout at me" I walk back in. "I'm not gonna shout at you.. come here" he says. I climb next to him on the bed. He hugs me.

"Lily, you're going back to your bed.. okay? I need to talk to mommy" he says. "No!" She yells. "Yes" he puts her down. She stomps her foot. "No ipad tonight now" he says. "No!" She whines. "Go now!" He raises his voice. "Come on" I pick her up as she starts crying. "Do what daddy says and he won't yell" I carry her to her room.

I put her in her own bed and tuck her in. I stay with her until she falls asleep. "You didn't have to yell" I walk back into our room. "She should listen" he says, holding my hand and helping me into bed next to him. I cuddle into him.

"Hey" he pulls me onto his lap and makes me look at him. "I'm sorry for not telling you, I didn't want you to be mad" I say tearfully. "I'm not mad" he kisses my lips. "Really?" I ask. He nods. "Not at you, anyway" he says.

"But you.. are mine" he grabs my waist and looks into my eyes. "I know, I told him no" I smile. My smile fades and my heart rate increases as I see the look he has in his eyes. I kiss his lips. I moan as he immediately starts making out with me and pushes me so I'm laid down and he's ontop of me.

"Der" I dig my nails into his back slightly. "Derek" I giggle between my moans as he sucks hard on my collarbone. He pulls away slowly and starts kissing my boobs instead after pushing his shirt that I have on, all the way up my body.

"Der" I gasp as I see the dark purple mark he's left behind on my chest. He ignores me and carries on giving my breasts soft kisses.

"Derek I haven't shaved" I grab his arms and try to pull him back up. He ignores me and keeps moving down. "Baby please" I whine, pulling him harder. "I don't care if you've shaved or not babygirl" he kisses my thighs.

He pulls down my panties. "Der I don't want to" I say. "Why, baby?" He climbs back up my body. "I can't" I say, tearing up. "What? Baby don't cry" he kisses my cheek. "I'm sorry" I burst into tears, hiding my face in his chest.

"Why are you upset?" He sits up and pulls me onto his lap immediately, so I'm straddling him. "I don't want you to be mad at me for not having sex with you" I mumble into his chest. "I'm not angry baby" he sighs.

I cry harder into his chest. "Please stop crying" he rubs my back. "I didn't mean to upset you baby, I thought you were into it" he says. "I am! I want kisses still" I sniffle.

"Are you not in the mood? Did I do something wrong?" He asks. I nod, crying harder. "What did I do?" He asks. I don't answer. He looks into my eyes and puts his hands on my cheeks. "Tell me" he says seriously. "You hurt me yesterday" I sniffle. "What?.. what?!" His eyes widen.

"Because you were too rough with me in bed" I look down. "Where did I hurt you?" He asks. "You hurt my back" I say. "I'm really sorry Meredith, I didn't mean to" he says. "I don't want to have sex again.. I'm scared" I say. "You're scared of me?" He asks. "I'm scared that it'll hurt my back" I say.

"You should've fucking told me, baby.. fuck" he sighs, pushing me off of his lap very gently. "I didn't want you to be mad" I say. "I'm never mad at you! Apart from when you lie to me!" He snaps.

"I didn't mean to hurt your back.. if you would have told me then I would have stopped immediately" he looks into my eyes angrily before getting out of bed and leaving the room. I sigh. He's MADDDD.