merder mafia leader in love

chapter 147

7 months later:
"Babe" I wake him up. He opens his eyes slowly. "You alright?" He mumbles tiredly.

"I'm really hungry" I say. He sighs, sitting up. "I'll make you something.. what do you want?" He gets up. "Mer" he says. I tear up.

"What's wrong?" He asks. "I'm sorry for waking you up.. that was mean and selfish and-" I start crying. "Its okay, come here.. don't be silly" he hugs me. I stand up on the bed so I'm the same height as him. He pulls me into his arms.

"Shh" he whispers. "Don't tell me to shush please, it hurts my feelings" I sob quietly. "I'm sorry, you're gonna wake lilia up though" he whispers.

I cry harder when lilia walks out of her room. He sighs. "I'm sorry" I sob. "Daddy" lilia says.

"Sit down" he picks me up and sits me onto the bed. He picks lilia up. "What's up baby?" He looks at her. "Why is mommy cwying?" She tears up.

"She's just a bit sad.. can you cheer her up whilst I make her something to eat?" He sits her next to me. He goes to the kitchen.

"Lily do you want a baby sister?" I ask. "Yes" she says. "We didnt even ask you beforehand.. are you mad at me?" My bottom lip wobbles. She shakes her head. I hug her. She hugs my neck.

"Here you go my love" he hands me a plate of food. I start eating, immediately feeling better. "Let's get you back to bed little lady" he picks up lilia. He takes her to her room.

He climbs back into bed next to me. I put the plate aside. "I love you" I hug him. "I love you more" he says.

"Do you want a blowjob?" I ask. "You've just eaten, my love.. I dont want you to be sick" he chuckles softly. "I won't" I say. He pulls down his pyjama bottoms. I smile.

-------

I'm straddling his lap. "Have you thought of anymore names?" I run my hands down his bare stomach. "I like the names Ella, Emma, Isabella and milly" he says. "I love milly and Isabella.. I like Sophie aswell" I say. "Sophie is nice" he says.

He kisses me. "How's the house getting along baby?" I ask. "Its going good.. nearly done" he smiles. He told the builders to work extra fast on our house as we'd be needing it quite soon, so we're not living in a two bed apartment with four people.

"Can I see it tomorrow?" I ask. "Not whilst there's builders there and tools and everything" he puts his hands on my stomach. I sigh.

"I'm coming with you" I say. "You can't" he says. "I can and I will" I say. "..fine" he says. I grin. "Good" I say.

"But you're staying by my side the whole time, you're wearing a safety hat and a hundred layers over your stomach" he says. I giggle, rolling my eyes. "I'm not joking" he says. "I know you're not" I say.

"Can you get me my pregnancy pillow?" I ask. He gently pulls me off of him and stands up. He grabs it from the closet and lays it on the bed. I cuddle into it.

He lays next to me. "I love you" I say as he kisses my head. "I love you" he says.

I put my hand on his jaw. I kiss him softly. "Are you excited to become a daddy of two?" I ask. "So excited" he puts his hand on my stomach.

"I hope shes just as amazing as lily" he says. "I hope she gets your hair like lily did" I say. He chuckles. "I hope she gets everything from you" he says. I smile. I kiss him.

"Mer" he groans quietly against my lips with a small chuckle as I deepen the kiss. "I want to make love to you so fucking bad but I'm tired" I tear up. "You're not crying over sex, seriously?" he chuckles. My bottom lip wobbles.

"You want to?" He asks. I nod. "I'm horny but I'm tired but I- I-" I struggle to talk as I try not to cry. "Breathe, baby.. its okay" he whispers.

"I don't feel like we've been as physical with eachother lately.. other than the blowjob earlier" I say. "We had sex last week" he says. "Exactly" I say.

"You're tired all the time baby.. and that's okay, I just don't want to tire you out too much" he says. "We should have sex right now" I put my hands on his cheeks. He chuckles softly.

He rolls ontop of me. We start making out. "Why haven't you been wanting sex this week anyway?" I push him away gently. He sighs.

"I did, mer" he says. "Well why didnt you do anything about it?" I ask. "Don't start an argument please" he says. "I'm not.. I just didn't realise that alone time with your wife meant that little to you" I say.

He climbs off of me. I sit up. "My love, I know your hormones are insane at the moment but you have to stop taking it out on me" he puts his hands on my waist.

"You're a bad husband" I say. "Am I?" He says. "Yes" I say. "Why?" He asks. "You've been ignoring me" I say. "Oh, have I?" He chuckles. "Don't laugh at me!" I yell.

"I love you" he completely ignores what I'm saying. "I hate you" I say. He gently pulls me onto his lap. "You are my amazing, gorgeous wife and I love you more than anything.. even when you're being annoying" he whispers.

"I'm sorry" I start crying. He hugs me. "Its okay" he rubs my back. Derek has been absolutely amazing with me, even when I'm being the biggest asshole ever.

"I don't know what's wrong with me.. it just happens and words come out of my mouth before I'm even able to think about what I'm saying and- and- and-" I can't stop crying.

"Shh, I know.. its okay" he whispers. He pulls away and stands up. He goes to the kitchen. "Der" I sniffle. He walks back with some food. He hands it to me.

"You want me to run you a bath, my love?" He rubs my back. "No, I want cuddles" I say. He sits down, hugging me from behind as I eat my food.

Name suggestions for the new baby girl???