merder mafia leader in love

chapter 130

I walk out of the bathroom. Derek's sat in bed. He looks up. "Hey, you okay?" He asks. I walk over to him. I get under the covers with him, straddling his lap.

"What's up?" He puts down his phone, putting his hands on my cheeks. "Nothing" I look down, my lip trembling.

"Did I do something? Did lilia? Was it me? It was me, wasn't it?" He says. "You don't love me anymore" I start crying.

"What?.. What!?" He puts his hands on my waist. "You didn't even remember that my period starts today.. I don't have any tampons" I say. "Why don't you buy your own?" He asks. I cry more.

"No! Sorry, sorry.. I'm sorry.. I'll buy them.. I love buying them for you.. please stop crying" he wipes my tears.

"Will you be mad at me if I tell you something?" I sniffle. "I don't know.. probably not" he says.

"I bled on your shirt.. and I can't get it off.. I'm sorry" I sob into his neck. "This shirt?" He tugs gently on the one I'm wearing. I shake my head.

"Your favourite one" I mumble into his skin. "meredith! I told you not to wear that one!" He says. My tears run down his shoulder.

He sighs. "I'm sorry baby.. its okay...I'm not mad" he gently pulls me away. "I'll buy you a new one" I sniffle. "Its fine" he says.

"But I can get you a new one.." I say. "You know why it's my favourite shirt?" He asks. "You like the colour red?" I shrug. "Its what I was wearing the day I met you" he pokes my stomach gently.

I sniffle. He chuckles softly. "Don't cry more" he says. I kiss him. I put my hands on his cheeks. He rests his on my waist.

I pull away slowly. "I'll take the shirt to a cleaners.. maybe they can get it out" He shrugs.

I look into his eyes as he looks down. I look down. "Do not pull that string, idiot" I giggle as he tugs on the tampon string that's hanging out of my panties. He grins, letting go.

I put my finger under his chin. We look into eachothers eyes. He smiles. "I don't deserve you" he whispers. "You deserve the world, derek.. you're amazing" I say.

"You are my whole world, I don't know what I'd do without you" he lays down, pulling me into his arms. I cuddle into him. "What do you think we'd be doing right now if we hadn't have met?" I ask.

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Derek's pov:
"Alright, I gotta go" I slap her ass. She rolls off of me. I get up and put on my clothes. "Oh please, 20 more minutes" she pulls on my belt. "I'll see you around" I kiss her passionately. She moans.

I pull away. I groan, stepping over one of the other girls unconscious bodies as she sleeps on the floor. I leave to work.

"Hey shep, how was your morning?" Mark hands me a coffee, smirking. "Shut up.. where is she?" I ask. He gives me a look. I groan.

"Hi honey" I walk into my office. "Hi babe" Addison says. I quickly slip on my wedding ring that I put in my pocket at the bar last night.

"You didn't come home last night" she says. "Sorry.. had a few work things to do in town" I say. "Oh, okay" she says.

I kiss her softly. "I'll be in my office" she gets up from my chair. She leaves the room. I roll my eyes, sitting in my chair. I hold my face in my hands, closing my eyes. I sigh.

Merediths pov:
"Okay, bye carl" I chuckle as the last customer leaves the cafe. I lock up behind him.

I start cleaning the tables. There's a loud knock. I gasp, turning around. I roll my eyes, letting cristina in.

"Hey loser, you coming out tonight?" She asks. "Nope" I say. She grabs my cloth off of me, throwing it across the room. She grabs me, pulling me out of the cafe. "No, cristina!" I whine.

She pulls off my apron and undoes a few buttons on my black shirt. She pulls up my tight black skirt a little. I scoff. She drags me into the car and we go to the closest bar.

I'm sat at the bar. I roll my eyes as I watch cristina flirt with a guy whilst I just sit by myself. I rest my head on the bar, closing my eyes. I sigh.

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"You really think you'd be alone? No.. you'd have a husband and a baby" he says. I shake my head. "I didn't even want that until I met you" I say.

"I don't think you'd be married to Addison.. you should know that you're way to good for that.. she wouldn't treat you right" I say.

"Well it's good I'm not then.. I'm married to my perfect, beautiful wife.. meredith shepherd" he says. I grin.

"I'll buy you some tampons tomorrow.. do you want anything to eat right now though?" He sits up. "No, stay here.. you were so warm and cuddly" I pull him back down. He chuckles, hugging me. I smile.