Imagines

Teen Wolf - Stiles ex girlfriend

I have found that going through a break up, you can have one of many reactions, you could have a constant one which can stick with you until you move on or be like me and go through the stages of grief.

Denial- I sat in my room staring at the little things dotted around that Stiles had given me over the course of our two year relationship. I couldn't accept that he had broken up with me for no reason, or at least no valid reason. To be fair looking back on it, trying to continue as if it hadn't happened wasn't the best idea on my part but such is denial.

Anger - That came when I had gained the knowledge that he had started becoming closer with Lydia while also dating Malia. I mean what the fuck! I knew I knew they were a threat. I should have done something to them but let's face it they're a banshee and a were coyote .

Bargaining - That came quick because clearly he had a thing for supernatural. So I tried to have Derek turn me but he could see it wasn't out of anything good which for him was hypocritical because he had turned Erica, Isaac and Boyd who all had their own troubles.

Depression - Since I couldn't turn into a werewolf I hid in my room for two weeks after that. Listening to Avril Lavinge's When your gone. Losing my relationship felt like a personal close death and it was at this point that I realised that in a way it was.

Acceptance - was the best bit because it wasn't just a case of okay, I knew and accepted that it was over. When i really thought about it, Stiles held me back in a way, his opinion, his and Scott's for that matter unkowningly affected my decisions, I settled for a lot of stuff and now that I was free of it, nothing and no one could stop me. For example....

I loved Avril Lavinge, obviously she is a Queen. Her hair change on the cover of the Best Damn thing gave me life and I really wanted to copy her. Stiles made some comment that he didn't think it would suit me and I didn't do it. So the first thing i did was change my hair.  As that was being done, I went back over our relationship and tried to remember everything that I had just not done because I was easily talked out of it.

My hair, my style, self defence which was a must living with supernatural you need to be able to defend yourself even if it's only till someone can get there. Parties, and just general socialising outside of my usual circle.

Most of what i wrote down would be over time but some was no time like the present. I donated most of my wardrobe and bought it all new. I experimented  with make up. I danced around my room. i then looked at classes for different things online when I stopped. Who needed classes when you had Derek Hale?

He was at the old Hale house, exactly where I knew he would. I still had no idea what he did at the mostly burnt out house but not my problem.

"Derek." I called and he turned around

"Ash, I already told you..." I cut him off.

"I not here to bug you about transforming, at least not into a werewolf. I wanted a favour actually, I want you to train me. I may not be a werewolf but I think it's about damn time that I at least learn to defend myself." he stared at me for a moment.

"Something different that you were a couple of weeks ago." he observed

"You mean aside from the blonde hair with pink streaks and style? Yeah I got over some shit now will you help me or not?" I rested a hand on my hip. He thought about it for a moment.

"Fine, be here straight after school." he told me and a gave a firm nod in response.

The next day at school, I turned up over the break up and more happy now that I had put things in motion in growing out of my Stiles phase of life. I was at my locker when someone stopped beside me.

"You changed you hair." It was Stiles. I rolled my eyes and continue to prepare for the day "It suits you."

"Fuck off Stiles." I close my locker and walked off  "I know I look amazing, different from what you thought."

"Ash, what's the matter, you've been gone for weeks and now this?" he stopped me and I yanked my arm away. But then smirked.

"You wanna know what's going on? Well here's the 411. You broke up with me and then start dating the werecoyote who you swore had no feelings for. I went through shit till I had the epiphany  that I shouldn't be sad over someone who's been holding me back. Once that was clear, I didn't take me long to grow the fuck up faster than you ever will. I did all the things that I didn't bother fighting for, like my hair and style.

So this attitude is the one of the badass bitch you no longer can hurt or have a opinion on. So go back to your skank and ruin her life. Bye Stiles." I turned flicking my hair, making sure it hit his face and strutted away.